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San Diego, here i come

2009-03-12T08:11:00.003+08:00

With the economy downturn and every factories are retrenching their employees, i am finding another source of income. God must be really nice to me when i accidentally stumbled upon this site called Cafe San Diego. While i was browsing its San Diego Restaurants list, i was surprised how they categorized the search category so properly. The list of items in different categories are so details like by just a few clicks, you're about to find the restaurant to your needs. I'm wondering how do i go about to register my restaurant in Cafe San Diego site.

Other than restaurants, there are numbers of San Diego Beach Rentals sites too. One can plan their holidays in San Diego so easily. There are vacation homes for rent, hotels or even houses. If you're looking for vacation by the beaches, you must not miss San Diego Beach Rentals.

Since i'm planning to setup my restaurant by one of the beaches in San Diego, i'm going to engage with San Diego Process Server. There are so many services provided by this site for different needs. Family services, document processes and all other legal stuff such as will. Moving into San Diego is only a few clicks away.

just

2009-03-12T08:10:00.001+08:00

I'm glad i didn't cross over like i planned to. Now the company is facing worse situation than the company i'm in. Good thing being loyal :D All you need to do to survive is to become the most useful vacum cleaner.

football funnies

2008-10-31T08:22:00.002+08:00

Carlsberg is a known sponsor for several football matches and other games. On top of that, Carlsberg also launches new web-tv channel about football and fan life. There are many funny video clips found on Football including other rituals. This web tv is definitely the latest entertainment in football channel history. Be Partofthegame.tv does a great job, thanks to Carlsberg.

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online gambling at bet365

2007-12-06T08:01:00.000+08:00

Bet365 is back with more online betting services where users can actually go to their online casino, sports book betting facility and also play some interactive games. No wonder all my cousins are hooked to their computers now. Aunt has been telling me that all the computers are fully occupied and she has no spare computer to use at home. Therefore, she has to drop by at my place to borrow our computer. I was very curious on why is that so until i log into bet365. It has online gambling as well as interactive games for users. No doubt bet365 provides a secure environment for all its users when they do their betting online. I guess i will be hooked to my computer too when i am doing my confinement next year. Finally, i have found something to occupy my time when i am on maternity leave for 2 months.

*smorty

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2007-12-06T08:00:00.000+08:00

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Ho!Ho!Ho! It' CouponChief

2007-11-29T09:22:00.002+08:00

What are you going to do without couponchief.com ? It is Xmas time which means it is time to get ready all the presents for your love ones. I know it is not easy to get something which is really suitable for each person and this task gets harder is there are 20 members in your family. Therefore i have to always go to couponchief.com to see what are the good deals offered.

I am going to get mum some nice clothings from Zappos using Zappos coupons. They are having free overnight shipping and also free handbags given away. As for dad, i am planning to get him something from Stacy Adams using Stacy Adams coupons. I also get to enjoy $10 off with $75 worth of purchase. Couponchief is definitely better than Santa Clause. Ho!Ho!Ho!

decision

2007-11-29T09:22:00.001+08:00

We are still waiting for the news that will change our life for a few years or forever. Not really very sure whether it's good or bad but for now, it seems good. The temptation is there and we just couldn't resist it. So let's hope it turns out good.

business expansion

2007-11-14T08:53:00.001+08:00

A cousin of mine is a loyal customer of Ashop Commerce. At first he started his online business with a simple website and a few pages where customers will then browse the pages and call him up to order things displayed. However, most of the customers are local people as people from other cities or even other countries are not interested in calling international contact number. His business went slower and slower. So, with no other choice, he had to think of how to expand his business to international consumers. He then turned to Ashop Commerce for help. Ashop Commerce offers him trial session with its shopping cart software and some ecommerce software. After trying the software for about a week, he bought the whole software and revamped his website. Now, his website includes shopping cart where consumers can put the things they want into a shopping cart before ordering them. There is no need for phone calls or email or even slow mail. All the consumers need is responded thru email prompt and it's a user friendly software. I believe those who want to expand their online business should try engaging with Ashop Commerce. Afterall, there is nothing to lose :)

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nursing homes for loved ones

2007-11-14T08:47:00.000+08:00

You have elder ones living with you. You have your own kids staying with you too. And on top of that, you have a career with needs your full attention. What should you do? Better Caring is the place for you to go to when you need the help and moral support. You are not a superman, therefore you cannot take too much burden on your shoulder. Try to share out your problems and there are experts to guide you along the way. There is also care options provided for your loved ones if you do not have time to take care of them. There are nursing homes available and help of care experts. If this is not enough, you may also join the community forum where people go there to discuss and pour their hearts out about the experiences they have. Give yourself and your loved ones a chance by going to Better Caring.

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who sang this

2007-11-14T08:46:00.001+08:00

Rasa Sayang is a song where we usually teach all the foreigners to sing when they come visit our country. But now the song is claimed to be originated from Indo. Alamak, we plagiarize again? Now there is a debate on whether the song is from our country or Indo. I think people have nothing better to do as to go on street and catch criminals. Why want to argue about song?

more rooms for less money

2007-11-05T11:31:00.000+08:00

We have a rather big garage and we only own a family car. I suggested to hubby to divide a portion into a storage room so that we'll have more rooms to store up unused things. He agreed and i went ahead to contact CarGuyGarage.com for quotation and design. We need garage cabinets and a partition to separate our car park from the storage room. I'm pretty sure CarGuyGarage.com will quote us a reasonable price and design to comply with our budget.

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never to sleep in the car

2007-11-05T11:29:00.000+08:00

Dunno why my headache is back again today. We woke up late this morning and there is no excuse for this headache now. Perhaps cos i slept in the car on the way to work. I knew i shouldn't have slept but just couldn't help it. Now i have to pay the price for it. Damn!

our annual travel again

2007-10-24T08:17:00.000+08:00

It's time for to plan our annual travel again. I am going to visit France museums and experience the paris fashion week there. As our budget is very tight, we are looking into 1-star hotels in francesuch as Absolute Hotel Paris where the charges are only from EUR 25.00 per night. This promotion is valid all year long.

There are also a few hotels in pariswhich have caught our attention. From Paris we can proceed to visit London just by taking the train services at reasonable price. So we do not have to drive all the way and stuck in the traffic jam when we reach the city.

For those who fancy some nice hotels, just log on to Cheaperthanhotels UK website and start surfing now. Who knows you might end up with a very good deal by the end of the day. I have a friend who went to Paris for business trip for about 3 months long. He ended up staying next to his workplace. The people in the hotel are also kind enough to prepare all the necessary things that he needs throughout his staying there.

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bye bye sleep

2007-10-24T08:15:00.000+08:00

How sleepy am i today. I practically slept all the way thru on the way to work. Raining outside, soft music inside. Why can't i just continue sleeping in my room. And it's only Weds today. Two more days to go and i'm still surviving, hopefully. Anyone wants to join me for a cup of coffee now?

my new hobby - casino online

2007-10-23T15:17:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling kind of bored now after working since 7am non-stop. It's time to take a break but i'm tired of playing online games. If only my company does not have firewall that filters us from playing any online gambling games or visit casino online. What am i going to do to pass time now? There are 2 hours to go before i can pack up and call it a day. Pro360 provides a string of online gambling game including betting games too. You can bet about almost everything from sports to poker. I play online casino games at home before and basically during the weekends. You’ll get so addicted and you’ll not let anybody touch the computer even when you go for toilet breaks. Hubby has been complaining that I am always hogging the computer and that I should spend more time with him. I smell jealousy. Okay, I will be available in another 15 minutes, dear. Please be patient.

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bet 365days

2007-10-04T10:57:00.000+08:00

I have no idea why but I really despise people who gamble. Gambling is a big no no in our family. Parents do not gamble and they have been telling us the cons of being a gambler. Gambling is waste of time and money. You may even risk losing all your properties if you're an active gambler. I wouldn't want to lose all my hard earned money thru gambling, it's such a waste. However, bet365 proves otherwise. In this website, you get to use a lot of services such as interactive online games, sports betting, other online betting and visiting online casinos. This website has changed my perception towards betting. You can control the bets you place and control yourself by that. If you’re not fond of betting, you can always go play the interactive online games. All transaction done thru this website is truly safe and you can trust your money with bet365.

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Ashop Commerce

2007-09-24T17:08:00.000+08:00

I really like Ashop Commerce and amazed on how it really helps people who own online shops. My friend, Ashley is a walking testimonial on how Ashop Commerce really helped her online shop. Initially, she started her online shop with simple website with a few pages of the items she is selling. No much response from online visitors or her friends. She started surfing other people's online shops and found out that, the thing which was missing from her online shop is a shopping cart. So without hesitating, she called up Ashop Commerce and asked for details on how to go about it. Ashop gave her 10 days trial and explained the ecommerce software packages the her. Before the trial period was over, she has already signed up with Ashop for its shopping cart software. The rest was history.

generous smorty

2007-09-24T16:53:00.000+08:00

Smorty is very generous in offering so many campaigns this month. Although i've missed quite a few 2 weeks ago as i was down with sickness, but i still glad i managed to grab a few today. I just want to say i'm loving Smorty more and more now for being so generous to me =)

home improvements for mum

2007-09-18T08:58:00.000+08:00

Eversince moving into the 700sq apartment, mum has to forgo her hobby, gardening. The isn't enough space in the apartment for her to do her gardening or to plant her favourite plants. The balcony is used for hanging and drying clothes only. The developer doesn't allow occupants to put flower pots along the corridor of their unit. Strict rule has been imposed and those who refused to follow will be fined.

While we were walking in the park nearby, we found a park owned by the developer which is not taken care of properly. Full of bushes and also tall grass covering the pavement. Mum and i was thinking, why not we suggest to the developer to build a pathway for people who love to exercise to do their routine jog or walking. They can build a greenhouse or a glass room for flower lovers like mum. I'm sure that Anglian Home Improvements will do a great job since there are so many positive feedbacks from their clients, especially when they really call up to check on whether you're still happy with their service :)

heavier penalty

2007-09-18T08:35:00.000+08:00

The news of government locking vehicles of those who failed to settle their summons on time despite the due date given. I strongly agree with this action although many lamented that it's insane & what if there is an emergency. They should have paid the summons earlier in order to avoid this mess. Procastinating is a very bad habit but it's becoming a norm now. If only government punish these people more by asking them to do community work instead of paying up the summons. Let everybody know who bend the rules.

Goin2Travel vacation rentals

2007-08-30T15:36:00.000+08:00

Who wants to go for long, relaxing holidays? Who would deny an enjoying holidays? I can never have enough holidays. We had 3 days off in conjuction with our country Independence Day but i'm still feeling unsatisfied and worse having headache again. Got to plan for my next destination now.

California seems to be a nice spot to spend your vacation at. You may book Lake Tahoe vacation rentals and at the same time experience the Shakespeare Festival, gondola ridea & hiking route. Hubby is very fond of hiking & i guess this would be a place for him.

There are also Las Vegas vacation rentals for those who want to visit casinos & shop all day long. Other than gambling & shopping, one must dropby at Bellagio's fountaions for gondola ride. Besides that, you may also enjoy all day long performances & meeting some movie or tv sights.

Third in our list would be Palm Springs vacation rentals. Luxurios condominiums and villas to be rented at Palm Springs. If you enjoy quiet moment and stress free environment, got for Mountain View Golf Vacation Home.

After making such a long list, i think it's now time to discuss with hubby. I wonder which will he choose *grin*

kids & pregnancy

2007-08-30T15:33:00.000+08:00

I went for lunch with my colls at McD. Bought myself double cheeseburger value meal and enjoyed it so much. Then one of them suggested we go to children's department to look for some clothes for their kids. Although i dun have kids of my own yet but the clothes there are really attractive and cute. Saw a hot mama in tights and very fitting pregnant clothes. I dun think i'll be able to fit into the pregnant clothes like hers :p What izzit like to be pregnant and be sexy at the same time??

just say hi

2007-08-20T09:19:00.001+08:00

Many of my middle-aged friends lamented that it’s so hard to find a gf or a bf at their age. Nobody seemed to suit them, whether they’re being choosy or they’re looking for the perfect one, I don’t know. A person comes in a package, good and bad. As for me, as long as you’re compatible with someone, you will learn to accept that person fully.

There is no such thing as Mr/Ms. Perfect in the whole wide world. But you will find someone whom you might actually like in JustSayHi.com. This is a free online dating site where people from all over the world submit the criteria, interests, hobbies, occupation and their personal details in hope of finding partners compatible to themselves. The services provided by this site is absolutely free with no credit card and cash involved. All you need to do is click & type, as easy as that. It’s safe, private and confidential. On top of everything, it’s personal to you only. This site is built to help people who want to find a relationship that matter to them. I really hope that my middle-aged friends will become members of this site and stop rambling about their miserable life. They have to do something.

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goodbye, ah kong

2007-08-20T09:16:00.001+08:00

My grandpa has just passed away on Sunday, 19 Aug 2008 after battling with lung cancer for 2 years. I received the call from sis early Sunday morning which i was very shocked. Didn't know what to pack and need to bring to go to the funeral. Finally finished packing everything and we rushed to SP to pay our last respect. Unfortunately, mum asked us all to go home as they were not ready for the funeral yet. The coffin ordered were not yet arrived, delay due to public holiday.

Ashop Commerce, online business helper

2007-07-29T18:32:00.000+08:00

Ashop Commerce is one of the leading shopping cart software in the world, i was told by my uncle. He has been using Ashop Commercer shopping cart software for a few months and is quite satisfied with the services provided by Ashop Commerce. As the result of engaging with this shopping cart software, his business has grown for about 30% from previous month. One of the most essential tool an online business must have is a shopping cart. Customers will browse the products online and place the things they want to buy into the shopping cart. By having a shopping cart, it's like the shopping trolley in a shopping complex, where you can put all the things that you want to buy without any hassle and pay for it later. Other than shopping cart software, Ashop Commerce also provides other ecommerce software that is useful to all online businessmen. What are you waiting for? Hurry and visit Ashop Commerce for all the tools you need to increase the revenue of your businesses.

i love Smorty

2007-07-27T08:44:00.000+08:00

I've found yet another source of income to fund my online shopping. My readers know i enjoy online shopping & in order to do more shopping, i have to look out for source of income to fund my hobby. I'm writing paid posts for many sponsors and get paid to blog. One of my beloved sponsors is Smorty. Smorty is a place where advertisers & bloggers meet and "do business". Advertisers will advertise their products online to get some review from bloggers. Bloggers will then write reviews and get paid for blogging. Using this way, advertisers get to choose the blogs they want to do blog advertising not too worry about the quality of the reviews written. All reviews will be reviewed by advertisers and they decided whether to approve or reject reviews. In order to register with Smorty, blogs must meet certain criterias of Smorty such as a blog must be older than 90days and so on. So, what are you waiting for, sign up with Smorty today :)

i'm going to love my teeth

2007-07-26T08:22:00.000+08:00

Now i know why, now i know why!! Now i know why some people have a set of perfect, nice & sparkling teeth. I used to envy those people with a set of nice white teeth. It always makes them look better & more attractive. Well, now i can have my teeth whiten at Complete Dental Health by Dr. David Landau and Dr. Tim Collins who are well known San Diego cosmetic dentist. There are a lot of services provided by Complete Dental Health which covers Cosmetic Services, General Dental Services & For your comfort services. As for myself, i would like to choose zoom whitening & recontouring my teeth. My 2 front teeth are slightly protruding & my teeth are not exactly very white due to my coffee drinking habit. If my teeth are white & perfect, it does help with my confidence a lot. I'm going to make my appointment with Complete Dental Health for professional attention to my teeth :D :D

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my year end trip to Sydney with CheaperthanHotels

2007-07-03T14:59:00.000+08:00

I just believe that my cousin actually spend AUD350 per night at hotel in Darling Harbour, Australia. She should have done her home before she left for her vacation. There are so many online hotel booking and yet she made the biggest mistake by making her hotel reservation thru her online friends. She should have visited CheaperthanHotels.com.au.

At CheaperthanHotels.com.au, you can get a hotel room for merely AUD100-200. The best deal is you can even get a room easily if you click on the Last Minute reservation link at CheaperthanHotels.com.uk. Darling Harbour hotels give occupant the luxury of bay sightseeing, night life and also fine dining dinner with spouses or loved ones. Even a 4-star hotel room can be as log as AUD139. If i have the chance to visit Sydney or the nearby cities next time, i would definitely book my accommodation with CheaperthanHotels.com.au for Central Sydney Hotels or other Sydney Accomodation.

cheap berlin hotels

2007-07-03T14:39:00.000+08:00

Many people just cannot decide where to go for their holidays. Like me, i just want to have an enjoyable holiday but where to? Both of us prefer to have everything booked before we go on trip. That explains why we opt to join tour rather than back-pack. However, joining tour has its drawback. We have to follow everybody's time and wait for everybody. How irritating. Perhaps this time we could just take the All-inclusive vacation. We pay for a price and enjoy all the facilities without having to worry about money. Enjoy our stay, meals at anytime & join all the activities provided by the resort. Isn't this better than going on tour? We could also choose the resort from the All-inclusive resort listings that we like.

Book with CheaperthanHotels.co.uk online and you'll save up money and at the same time enjoy extra benefits. You may contact them for further information. There are also many cheap hotels in Berlin or other cities in Berlin, and if you need more information, go to cheap Frankfurt hotels , cheap Munich Hotels & cheap Hamburg hotels. You may opt for this hotels if you're a shopaholic. Basically, almost all the Berlin hotels listed in this site are very near to tourist spots & public transportation. There are also hotels which are very close to U-Bahn station & well-known shopping street. Shop till you drop there :) You may even visit Memorial Church, art galleries & museum besides visiting Europe's largetst department store.

If you're a last minute person, worry not. There are last minute hotel deals at selected hotels available in this site. The last minute booking are available inside 20 days plus many offers once you show up at the hotel. So there is no need to be worry even if you decide to travel in the very last minute. Afterall, almost all last minute booking come with great offers. I'm going to book with cheap Berlin hotels with CheaperthanHotels.co.uk the next time i visit Berlin.

pray hard again

2007-06-06T12:27:00.000+08:00

If everything goes well this month, i will be getting the money i earn online in no time. They are all my hard earned money. A friend informed me that Security Commission is going to track all the illegal investment websites. I guess Paypal & all my sponsors are legal ones. Dun want to part with my money :( Want to collect enough money for my other expenses, such as buying an extra carpark for my apartment :P

pray hard

2007-06-06T12:25:00.001+08:00

I'm really hoping very hard to get a junior this month, seriously. i saw a rainbow this morning, could it be a good sign? Praying hard. Hopefully i will not be disappointed like i did last month. I know i'm desperate & yes, you can see me drooling when i look at other people's babies :P :D

PPP here i come

2007-06-06T12:22:00.000+08:00

I'm haven't give up on PPP yet, i think i will be accepted into PPP within this few days. There is an opportunity which i'm going to miss. PPP is paying out $15 to write about why you love PPP provided your blog has minimum 3 tacks. Darn.... I'm not able to make it in time.

bloggerwave finally responded

2007-05-29T17:06:00.000+08:00

Bloggerwave support team responded that they will pay its bloggers by end of this month. Hurray!! I finally will get to see the USD36 now.

Viralink to increase page rank

2007-05-28T18:20:00.000+08:00

Another way to increase your page rank. Got this from Antokid & Andy Coates.

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Below is a matrix of 120 stars, I have already added a link to my blog onto one of the stars, all you need to do is copy and paste the grid into your blog and add your own link to one of the other spare stars, and tell others to do the same!

Viralink

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When I receive a ping back once you have added the Viralink to your site I will add your link to this grid, and each person who copies the grid from here will also link to your site!

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my sponsors

2007-05-14T13:31:00.000+08:00

Here is where i get my money from

A) Sponsors who pay you to blog:

PayPal - sponsors send you $$.
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helping hand from Venpar

2007-05-07T17:35:00.000+08:00

Looking for a business solutioning? Venture Alliance Partners may provide all the answers needed. Right now it's attracting a lot investors & entrepreneurs from all over the place to join them in conquering the business world. However, if you want to join, your company have to be information technologies based. The rest, you may be considered once application received. Venture Alliance Partners also providing job opportunities for those who like to work in an aggressive work environment. You may even get the chance to travel all over the world doing research and spreading knowledge. Business partners, investors & entrepreneurs may also have the chance to work with one another & join venture. What more can you ask for, go and visit Venture Alliance Partners .

disappointed yet not relieved

2007-05-07T11:46:00.000+08:00

i did something unexpected this morning. i bought a pregnancy test kit. and the result turned out to be negative :( My menses cycle is 37days this time. Is it due to the pills i've taken one month ago? Cannot be. I took the pills on 20March and had my menses on 31march. How could it be? After the test, my coll told me i actually have to test it on the first urine in the morning. How stupid am i. The nurse didn't tell me anything also.

Just feeling disappointed that i'm not pregnant but at the same time i'm rather concerned whether there is anything growing in my tummy which causes the delay. Pray hard everything goes well :)

not paid by bloggerwave

2007-05-03T14:37:00.000+08:00

I have no idea why i'm not paid by bloggerwave. Other blogs of mine have been paid but not this blog. This blog is not considered very active? Just sent a mail to Bloggerwave, hoping to get an answer from them real soon.

Pray hard for my USD20.

jersey city here i come =)

2007-04-25T09:33:00.000+08:00

I desperately need a holiday. I've been working so hard and have been pestering hubby to grant me one week vacation. He agreed finally :p

So excited now and i'm starting to plan our destination for a week. Jersey City is not a bad idea for a romantic getaway :D First we need to find out more about Jersey City & luck is on our side when we found Destination: Jersey City. They provide list of hotels & restaurants, it's so convenient. I cannot resist the idea to shop till we drop at Central Avenue..hahaha. Hmm....we could even hire a trip planner to plan our own itinerary.

Hubby loves to stroll in the park so we could place to go to Liberty State Park or even Leonard Gordon Park. Have no idea whether we can organize a little picnic at the park for ourselves, got to contact the trip planner soon, i just can't wait.

Destination: New Jersey definitely is our option to travel in Jersey City.Oh yeah Destination: New Jersey also offers advertiser to place their ads in its website.

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2007-04-23T08:43:00.000+08:00

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free tickets up for grab

2007-04-17T16:48:00.000+08:00

AirAsia is giving out 500,000 free tickets again starting tomorrow. Gosh, will have to spend time refreshing the page over and over again. There were a few times the website logged me out after i entered my Credit Card number. Got panic and called up Citibank over and over again :P Kiasi. Well, this happened to my fren 2 years back. She was supposed to book 2 tickets for me to Siem Reap together with her gang, unfortunately after entering her credit card number, the page showed error. Didn't suspect anything, so she told me she couldn't get the tickets for me, imagine my dismay :(

A few days later, she called me up telling me the tickets were charged into her credit card statement & she found out that the 2 tickets which she booked for me earlier were valid tickets. Hehehe...it was a good news for me but to you guys out there, take this as lesson. Check with your credit card helpline even though you've failed to book tickets online AFTER you've entered your credit card number :)

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2007-04-13T16:04:00.001+08:00

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2007-04-12T13:34:00.001+08:00

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nemesis??

2007-04-12T09:30:00.000+08:00

Favouritism is practised everywhere, from home to work. From parents to bosses. When you're in someone's good book, you're considered lucky, otherwise vice versa. Like what mum always reminds me, dun envy others and you'll lead a better/longer life. I cannot deny the fact i'm a sore loser & perfectionist. Even the smallest matter will evoke my anger. But i'm still a lot better than people who help others with intention. If you want to help a person, do it sincerely and not with a motive. This group of people step into my life and go for i will forgive nor remember them.

helpful me ;)

2007-04-10T17:51:00.000+08:00

This is just what my sister needs, masterseek. Her floral business is not doing very well, i could that from her facial expression each time she answers her phone. There is nothing to do with her business skill, it all has to do with the shop location. Her shop is located at the end of the housing area, which is not a good sign at all. All she needs it publicity. When i broke the news on masterseek to her, she got so excited especially when she knows that with such a low fee, her floral shop would be recognised from all over the place, not only locally. Just by looking at the light in her eyes, i know her business will grow in no time, thanks to masterseek :)

more money

2007-04-10T17:46:00.000+08:00

My dear old fren intro me to Bloggerwave which made my day. I've been wandering on what to do the whole day when suddenly there is it, another source of income for me. This blog still very new and accepting both bloggers & advertisers. I'm getting excited and have been informing all my frens about this Bloggerwave.

honeymoon II

2007-04-10T15:34:00.001+08:00

21 March 2007
Touched down on Beijing international airport. Saw a lot of Chinaman + ang mohs. Queued up for such a long time before we were instructed to put on our long johns. I was practically sweating in the toilet while trying so hard to put on the long john. So tight and uncomfortable. Later we were introduced to our tour guide, a big sized guy. The moment we stepped out from the airport, could feel mist coming out from our mouth. Was so amazed and excited of cos. First destination was to have another round of breakfast. They fed us well. Little did we know that it was going to be the best breakfast in Beijing.

It took about 30mins before we reached Tianmen Square to see the big pic of Mao Tze Dong. Lots of chinaman around and it was so cold i couldn't stop shivering. Hands were freezing and it was only 7degrees. Like all other tours, we were intro to our videoman who would be following us for the rest of the trip. I couldn't care less for her since i have my very own videoman (my dear hubby). Half sleepy & half cold, we followed the tour guide to go around the place until we ended up in Forbidden City. Can you believe that if we didn't ask the tour guide, we wouldn't know that we're in forbidden city at all. Nothing spectacular about FC since most of the structures are under renovation.

Took lots of pics then we proceeded to have our Emperor's Lunch. The dishes were nothing to shout about. Fried fish, meat, veggies....nothing special to us. The tour guide was so kind and allowed us to check in to have 3hours of sleep before we proceed to the next destination. I took off my heavy jacket + long john and felt unconscious on the bed in the hotel room.
Right before dinner, we were dropped to shop in town area near a big church. We didn't want to buy anything at first, until we came to Baleno. It was having sale there. I got myself 2 wool shirt which were only RM10 each. Hubby got himself 2 pairs of pants, RM20 each.

Honeymoon

2007-04-10T15:30:00.001+08:00

19 March 2007
On the night before our honeymoon, we had our heated arguement again. This time, it's about which luggage to bring and what things to pack. He wanted to bring so many things while i on the other hand wanted to bring a lot of EMPTY bags, just in case we need to pack more things home from beijing. So ended up i went to sleep before we even finished packing up our things.

weddings....

2007-04-10T15:29:00.001+08:00

I almost forgot to blog about this. My 3rd sis is planning to get married soon but hasn't determine the exact date. It was a bitter sweet experience in wedding preparation for me. Arguements after arguments. Wars after wars. But it ended smoothly. Of cos every girl wanted a fairy tale wedding, but it also depending on whether you can afford it or not. It's either you want put up a show a memorable show and suffer later or be reasonable in wedding expenses. I went over my things again last week, and managed to throw away a lot of junks. Managed to pack wedding stuff and sent it to sis for her future use.

new place

2007-04-10T15:28:00.000+08:00

We're not only working in the same company, we're sitting nearer and nearer to each other. My whole dept just switched place today, opposite the current seating place. I'm placed in the same cubicle as my nemesis, how unfair. My other neighbor's place is just like a mini jungle. With fake flowers everywhere, not to mention dirty and old. It seems crowded at her place but she doesn't look like she even mind :P Couldn't help but commented the mini jungle to penguin, hoping my neighbour would remove the fake flowers. Fortunately nothing was moved, i just noticed a poison arrow, right in front of me behind these "roses". Oh yeah, i'm facing my best direction which is SW. Does this mean, promotion and increment will come easily this year end? Hopefully, i could use for extra allowance. Finally settled setting up my new place and placed all those feng-shui ornaments. Messaged hubby.

I'm kinda disturbed sitting with my back facing hubby's dept. I will not know who is watching my monitor from there. Oh well, nothing much can be done, i'll have to stay in that position until someone moves me again. My new place is rather empty. Initially, one of the fax machines was supposed to be placed at my place until someone screwed up the plan...god knows who. One thing for sure, i'm starting to like my place. Penguin is seated so far away, though cannot deny that she may show up behind me unexpectedly. Another restriction, i cannot suft the net so freely, that's for sure. I can't even play games or view pics without facing the risk of being noticed. So resort to writing more blogs.

It's so empty now, none of my colls stayback now. Reason is simple: she tracks their time so closely till everybody rebel. She insisted that only 15mins break time, and everybody must go at the same time. Otherwise, need to inform her before hand. Looks like someone is treating everybody like we're kindergarten kids. My colls complained that she is being unreasonable and unbearable. Okay, she hasn't stepped on my tail, so i give no comment. Afterall, she is the one who determine my salary and adjustment yearly. Keep my mouth shut and go with the flow. I like this phrase "Go with the flow".

One hour since my last coll left and i'm still here in the office. Aircond here is stronger than previous cubicle. Die. How could i stand the chill in Beijing in 2 weeks time. I wonder how cold is cold there. People have been telling me, it's unlike aircond. I'm so looking forward for this trip, my official honeymoon. Although it's China, but hey, who says honeymoon has to be somewhere expensive. I have frens who went to Cameron Highlands & Genting for honeymoon. As long as the couple is happy, who cares.

We're going to have western food for dinner at Fettes Park. It has been long since we last went there. Can say that it was our usual outing place too, besides Gurney. Feeling so hungry now :P

I think mum-in-law is offended.

2007-04-10T15:19:00.000+08:00

30th night, we had steamboat with her god-daughter. Everybody did a lot walking from the kitchen and back to dining hall with water dripping from hands and food. As usual, i just couldn't stand it, so wiped whole kitchen & mopped whole place clean.

1st day of CNY, we all went over to his grandma's place. Passed angpow to his uncle & grandma then off we all went over to my mum's side for visiting. BY the time we reached home, headache came back the moment i stepped into the warm & stuffy living room. Father-in-law (FIL) as usual will be occupying one of the sofa. Told mum-in-law (MIL) that parents will be dropping over and she cannot stop insisting that she will heat up overnight dishes and serve them. I told her repeatedly, no they're not going to stay for dinner. Yet she dun seem to get the idea and kept coaxing me to agree with her to heat up all the leftover dishes from 29th & 30th. @#$@#$. I was so pissed of at that time & at the same time she had to ask me where i kept the tissue boxes!!! Couldn't stand it anymore...i slammed the drawers in the kitchen (while they were all outside in the living room) and told them i dunno and rushed up to my room. Told hubby about MIL forcing parents to eat leftover dishes. He calmed me down and said that he would take care of everything. Felt better after that. Changed and went down to serve all of them with tidbits & drinks. MIL just couldn't stop ordering me to bring this bring that out for parents. Of cos i controlled my temper and at that time some more could afford to smile. After some time, MIL decided to cook everybody dinner. So off i went to kitchen to help out. Mum was there to chat with her too. So finally decided to cook only the crabs & meat & fresh veggies. I didn't touch any of the dishes cos too tired. Mopped and cleaned the whole places again. Even mopped the dining hall. After sent off parents, i went to bathe & finally got time to rest and watch tv. FIL just had to say this phrase "It's your dad's fault also for not taking care of ah kong until ah kong's condition became like that" Hua!!!!! He dun even know the exact story and why xiao ku had to take care of ah kong in the first place. I was so angry with FIL there and then. He didn't know how ah kong tried to hug mum and that's why dad had to send ah kong to stay with xiao ku until mum recovers. Okay, 1st of cny....smileeeeeeee

2nd day of CNY, MIL started her usual way of talking again. Go round the bush again about not wanting to go to see her side of the family. Still we all ended up in KK. I was enjoying myself there seriously. Cos takkan want to sit at home and watch astro all the time. Until we had to go home cos there's another reunion at mum's aprt. Headache started again on the way back. We dragged ourselves to mum's place and more food intake....fun also but tired. Got home around 12am & slept until 3am when the alarm went off. Set the alarm so that hubby gets to say good bye to bro-in-law mah. Cos hubby was surprised BIL had to go home so early this CNY, so tried to do him a favor by setting up the alarm. But unfortunately, BIL chg the time to 6am.

3rd day of CNY, luckily i woke up in time to wake hubby up. So difficult to wake him up. He was mumbling and asking so many questions....iskh! Didn't bother much, still dragged him off the bed. Managed to say good bye to BIL and went off to bed. Woke up at 11am and found FIL lying on the sofa again. He was debating whether to go visit his frens in PG or not. Oh yeah, before that, i went to kitchen to find MIL heating up meat & soup. All the leftover dishes was poured into a pot and made into "chai buay teng". I just cannot imagine how to eat from the pot. Imagine saliva from 10+ persons boiled into one pot...yucks!! That time, my fire started but of cos not showing it to anybody. During lunch, MIL told me they cooked for yesterday dinner. So after lunch, i wiped the stove again. She told me, she didn't cook on the other side of the stove, why have to wipe. I told her, nevermind lar, just wipe it clean. She was okay with it. After she left the kitchen....i started to wipe everywhere & stack up all the plates & pots. Cleaned the fridge and ice. I was angry at that time, i dunno why. So i threw the ice into the sink - 50% not on purpose cos the ice was slippery but i was happy with the loud sound. MIL rushed to the kitchen and asked me what was going on. Accident, that's what i told her. Went to PG and in-laws went off to visit friends on my bike. Went to buy some food for tea time. Mum lectured me on my bad temper again...bla bla bla. After in-laws came back from visiting, we rushed off to SP again. Jammed for like an hour plus. Had good dinner at MIL's sis's house. Hulamak...they forced me to sing in public!! I already said dun want and they some more forced me!!! Okay okay, i was in bad mood also so i just ignored them all. Reached home so late and i gave hubby a good "massage" and both of us slept until 12pm+ the next day.

4th day of CNY, so glad to stay at home with hubby without doing anything. Just eat and watch tv and relaxing. Too bad headache came back and i had to sleep to forget about the headache. In-laws came over again. Pestering me to see the doc. I know they're very nice to me but with the headache and pestering....i was so sian... i dun mean to be rude to them, but they always like to pester me to do things i already know how to do. I just dun like it. But since they're my in-laws and hubby's parents, and i love my hubby, my hubby loves them, so i'll learn to love them too. Maybe it's my temper again. i just dun like to be controlled.

I'm really sorry if i've offended in-laws or hubby in one way or another. I'm still learning how to live with other people's parents. With my own parents, i can still throw tantrum in front of them without the fear of getting cold treatment in return. I dun want to throw tantrum in front of in-laws cos i know the consequences. I want to respect them and make hubby proud of me. But i still have long way to do that.

cold and empty

2007-04-10T15:09:00.003+08:00

It was yesterday night when he left me alone in the room. He had had enough tolerating my temper. I dunno, i couldn't control my temper since Monday. Small things pissed me off easily. Small things including the jokes he tells me, the way he talks, the way he dresses and worse, the way he commented on my fammily members as if his is the best. I tried to control my temper, but i guess i failed miserably. My tired of all this. CNY' approaching and yet we're always in war. Honestly, my anger could only lasted for a short while and when i'm angry i throw tantrum and expect everybody to do the things my way. This is common rite? Throw tantrum and be done with it in short while. Unlike him. He'll just ignore you for the REST of the day. I always suffer in silence when he's moody cos i'm ignored. He's tired, i'm tired. Isn't there a solution for this? I'm not asking him to give in to me all the time. I know i'm over fussy at times. Like what mum-in-laws always says....whenever one side is in bad mood, the other person must learn how to close one eyes. And we're only married for less than 2 months.

2007-04-10T15:09:00.001+08:00

Lunch was good, a treat from aunt at I-Avenue. Today's task is to teach cousin how to board the company bus home from office. He'll be here for a good 6 months as vacation trainee. Another family member in Avago. Received a cake on aunt's behalf. My troublesome da jie refused to take us home with the cake, no choice, have to take the bus today, aunt's on halfday.
Met KK, the guy who stayed in relau. The guy who works in intel & had a room vacancy in his aprt. He knew i was familiar to him but he just couldn't recall me until i MSN him just now. Could it becos i looked round & clumsy last time? He did say i looked different now.

Someone is ignoring me today. I knew it must be due to the post i just posted below.

hateful day

2007-04-10T15:07:00.000+08:00

Monday, 18 Dec - 12days more

Last weekend was pretty bad. I'm trying to remember the details but my head is not working today. Oh yeah, my guests list increased unexpectedly. Why? Cos i didn't put the names of some managers into my list. Why? Cos i dun want to invite them using my aunt's name. They know me well, and i hardly speak to them when we meet as aunt will be there taking control of the whole conversation. I hate my dad! He just has to follow what other people say. It's hard to describe it here. Aunt says by right should invite who and who. He has to add, of cos have to invite. @#!!@$@ My mum already discussed the relatives list with him before and when she thought they already invited everybody, but someone has to add more guests. So she was left debating to herself whether to invite or not cos some people dun have transports to attend. At first during the discussion between mum & dad, dad already agreed no need to invite so and so. But after someone said have to, he had to add, yeah of cos has to invite & cannot skip, in front of my mum!!! Hulamak, i hate this type of conversation!!
Second event of the weekends. During tai chan day, husband-to-be was not around. I was there together with the in-laws & parents during the "negotiation" process. Mum as usual will write down everything that she's afraid would forgot. So she couldn't stop asking the details of sang jit. What to prepare and wat to return to the groom side. And just to avoid any errors during sang jit, mum asked me to confirm with husband-to-be on the day before. Manatau, future in-laws changed something in the list. What to be returned was chg to no need to return. What not to be returned was changed to be returned. Pening lar... "Pig leg wine" was not to be returned according to his mum on tai chan day, but there he was calling me to remind me that his mum says that is the most important thing to be returned on sang jit. Oranges & biscuits were to be returned according to his mum again, but now his mum said that no need to be returned on sang jit. You say i hot or not?! Some more he was there saying his mum already told my mum that. Luckily i was there during tai chan, if not my mum will be blamed. Some more i saw my mum's list, it was stated so clearly what to be returned and not. And mind them (husband-to-be & future in-laws), my da jie's sang jit & my sang jit are 2 different processes. One is married to a cantonese & another to hokkien. Of cos my mum cannot follow all. Afterall, future in-laws made her confused some more. I didn't care much. It was a good thing i asked husband-to-be to re-list when he came, so less hassle & all ended fine.
Third event. He thought after the sang jit, my parents are on their own already. 23Dec is the date my parents were confused cos future in-laws has never mentioned anything about it before. Imagine this, i called him to reconfirmed wat to do on 23Dec. He asked me to read ourselves!??!?!? When i asked him to explain in details wat to do since we do not know what is the process....he acted like want to talk dun want to talk like that. Perhaps i was diturbing his precious time with his parents last night. So i cut the phone call short. My mum is actually dependant on his mum after hearing horror stories of in-laws having law before actual wedding day. Manatau he asked us to read the list ourselves.
I hate this whole process.

so anxious

2006-12-12T09:45:00.004+08:00

Tuesday, 28Nov - 32days

Yoh, i'm so damn sleepy now. This morning got up at 6.30am cos cousin must report in school before 7am for his school camp. When i went downstairs, nobody is around but all the lights were on. Strange i tot, so i brushed my teeth and bathed. Before that saw ah kim lying on the sofa but cousin was nowhere to be seen. What the heck, so i bathed first. Cousin overslept again so ah kim had to rush him to school and came back to get ready for work. Sleepy me now trying to work but couldn't. And it's only 4.20pm (12.20am his time). Husband-to-be and i talk a lot online during weekdays but i doubt we'll be continue talking when he's back in Penang. Work piling up for him. Oh yeah, i already booked him next week to complete our assignment - rush for registration documents. Will follow my fren home to bworth tomorrow to get the car and for the pics. Then back to the house to show in-laws (if not too late) but will bring all back to penang lar :p Parents will be here this weekend. Was supposed to take the pics today but forgetful me, the shop closes every Tues. Stupid shop :p I think the reason why i couldn't get my pic until today cos i'm cursed by the salesgirls there :D

happy me

2006-12-12T09:45:00.003+08:00

Monday, 27Nov - 33days

I got to order my notebook...finally, after 3years of waiting. My dept admin did all the ordering for me after lunch. So what i will get is n8430 (i think she ordered wrong model for me cos this is for engineer only, who cares :p ) + bag pack + security lock. Ok, so i dun get a new LCD monitor. Well well, i dun bother much. But the delivery date is after Xmas, 23 working days...iskh!! I hope i get it before i go on leave. Heard from penguin that Boo also requested for one but unsuccessful cos no valid reason. Boo was offerred a notebook once upon a time, but she stupidly refused the offer, you say got such stupid person or not. So now, she is dying to get one. I wish i could laugh at her, but as long as the notebook has not arrived, the risk of losing the notebook to other people is still there. Too bad, it's a competitive world...notebook up for grab. So sampat.

happy thanksgiving

2006-12-12T09:45:00.001+08:00

I have a good news, so 100% good news but still it's a good news to us. I finally gathered enough courage to call again after 4hours. Joyce answered my phone finally. The workers are rushing to complete our albums by end of today- 80% will complete. But if not then will have to drag until tomorrow and call me again. Yeah, you're so rite, i have to call them. I'm so glad now, finally i get to see my albums :)

Happy holidays for husband-to-be in US. He will be starting his journey to his childhood dream place (i think) in a couple of hours. How i wish i was there too. No worries lar, i have to keep my name "clean" among my relatives, so have to forgo the offer to fly over to visit him there. RM8K just flew away. Anyway, i would really want to go for a honeymoon (be it near or far) right after our wedding but this will also depend on his schedule. Work = money.

Enjoy yourself and take more pics, yah. Should i say thank ang kong i met you? It's Thanksgiving wat :p

wake up call

2006-12-12T09:41:00.000+08:00

Thursday, 23Nov - 37days

One month since we last saw our photos frm this bridal shop. So i decided to wake them up today.

Peegy: Hello, CB, good morning, how are you?
Me: Hello, Peggy?
Peggy: Photos are not ready (she recognised my voice, good)
Me: What? Still not ready? I want to take my 20R & cd this Friday.
Peggy: Can you call back at 10.30am? The staff are not in yet.
Me: Ok, bye
Peggy: Bye

She knew i would call them today it seems. Or i'm their only bugger? Will call again at 11am today. I want a satisfactory answer today.

once upon a time

2006-12-12T09:40:00.004+08:00

Weds, 22Nov - 38days

My coursemate told me this, "mayb tey tot u hav always been the brighter ones amongst us, so mayb tey were expecting somting glamorous fr u"..this sentence kept ringing in my ears since last night. This is going to be a loooong post.

On my first day at college in Kampar, Ipoh, i barely spoke any cantonese cos all along i've been speaking english with my classmates. Eversince Std 1, i've always landed in top 3 classes. I could still remember the names of my classes & also the my class teachers. My results have been excellent thru out the years until F5, where my attention was diverted during my F5 major exam and my life has changed since then. I was accepted into a semi-government college in May'99. A day before the college starts, parents & xiao yi went to Kampar with me, to clean my room & set up wardrobe. When they left, i was alone with 3 other strangers in the house. My room consisted of 3 persons, while the master rooms was occupied by 4 girls. There were 10persons in one double storeys semi-d house. That was the first time i ever slept together with strangers. The next morning, 3 of us walked to the college, all registered in different courses. One of the lecturers was calling out names & courses. I was separated from my housemates, scared but still calm. I sort of regretted that i went to the chinese-ed college, i couldn't find any familiar faces and worse, everybody spoke in either Cantonese/Mandarin. Where are all the hokkiens & convent girls?

We were then sent to the college hall, it was so small & yet so crowded. There, i met a group of samseng-like guys (whom then became my coursemates and friends till now - the Batu Gajah gang). Imagine, whole life i've never mix with guys ( tuitions are not counted cos i was always late on purpose and my tuition teacher would always keep a place right in front of the class for me, together with other girls :p ). Then we had our orientation and i was divided into the same group as my housemate, which made me so glad. I couldn't participate well in group work cos i can't speak cantonese properly & of cos i was extremely shy (that time only). The only person i ever talked to were a few girls & my housemate. People only noticed me during talent time, where i gave them idea for stage presentation. Group members accepted my idea & i wrote the whole story line (since need to perform using english...hehehe) & even wrote the scripts for them all. A play where all the 19 of us got to participate and i of cos got to stay off the stage as narrator. Our group got 1st prize, thanks to me as the director & producer & narrator ;) Since that day, i was more comfortable and kinda of got used to the environment and frens. Everybody knew me as the girl who spoke good english. I was like "one eye jack in the kingdom of the blinds". Started to mix with more friends. Orientation lasted for one week & i was also selected as one of the candidates for Ms. Freshies. Didn't go for the audition cos i couldn't sing or act :p Shy shy again.

Life became better and my studies was going smooth except programming subject. Each semester i scored straight A's but a stupid B for programming, all the time. Got cursed i think. I was not meant for this course in the first place. All group presentation was done by me. English classes were the most fun among all others. The lecturers were so clicked with me. AP was my class rep. We girls were quite annoyed with him at first cos he was such a joker. Always late & irresponsible until i started to mix with him in my diploma second year. We became good buddy in the end, till today. My landlady spotted me & requested me to be her only daughter's english tuition teacher. RM60 per person (2 kindergarten kids), 1hour, twice a week. Easy money.
During my diploma second year, i was elected as emcee for new intake. AP was supposed to be my partner in crime, manatau he didn't want to commit....iskh!! But i wanted to give it a try, wat izzit like to be an emcee in front of all the students in my college. It was indeed a very successful event where i got to dress up. After the event, i started to mix with new freshies from new intake, a bunch of crazy gang who sang in the middle of the night at the padang opposite my rented house. A bunch of people who would walk to waterfall, a bunch of people who partied in their house once a while. Life started to become interesting. And my results was well maintained and graduated in Diploma with distinction, only 3 of us...LL, another girl & myself :D
Little did my coursemates know that my results dropped tremendously in KL. Was having very hard time to adapt to the college life in KL. Bad condition in college, useless admin, arrogant lecturers, tasteless cafeteria food, low maintenance toilets, ugly buildings, chinese-ed students, kiasu Penang coursemates. Stayed in hostel on twin basis. No water heater, no place to hang clothes, dirty toilets to wash clothes, no place to cook maggi mee. Life was miserable. Lecture halls was so big & there were only benches & narrow tables!! My study went down the drain. No more straight A's, no more distinction student. I even got B's for language subjects, what a shame. Exams were tough, pressure was high, coursemates were not helpful enough. I just graduated like all the rest, no longer as top student. Bad relationship with family members was like adding salt to wounded wound.

Got a job in Pg, work was okay & i lost touch with my major subject. Burden was off my shoulder. Though my first job is nothing to shout about, but at least i'm happy. No more worries, no more course work, no more competition. Life was peaceful, as there was no more commitment too. Until i met someone new.

My life was on roller coaster again. My working attitude changed. Previously, i went to work to pass time & for online chatting only. Now, i had to advance myself :p Haih, wat to do. I can't be lazy for too long. Started to take up more tasks, learn more things & be more competitive. Increment was good but not for long. So far, life is still smooth. On and off there will be cold war, hot war, silent war, silly war, etc. And the rest is history......as you can read from the blog entries below.

Guess the moral of the story?

going going gone

2006-12-12T09:40:00.003+08:00

Tuesday, 21Nov - 39days

I just updated the blog with what happened during the weekends. Oh no, i'm getting bored to update this blog everyday now. Ermm....that's what i did with my first blog. I only update it when i feel like pouring my heart out :p Will let it be first for the time being until my writing mood is back :p

virus attack!!

2006-12-12T09:40:00.001+08:00

Monday, 20Nov - 40days

I was not sleepy nor tired. But damn my fingers! Received a yahoo message from one of my colls. I was tempted to click on the link cos her yahoo status was also set to the link she sent. On second thought, it might be virus. So stupid me, click on the link and out of nowhere, something trigger my yahoo messenger to auto send the link to all the contacts in my yahoo list. Over and over again until i needed to logged out from my yahoo. I restarted my pc thinking maybe it's just a "harmless" link. Iskh!! My IE was corrupted. Yahoo Messenger went nuts. No choice, had to call helpdesk. The agent uninstalled & reinstalled IE for me and cleared the virus. Was so thankful, but the happiness didn't last for very long. I couldn't launch my oracle. No oracle = no work. Called helpdesk again and got Agent#2. He pandai-pandai deleted more softwares until it became worse. Iskh!! Didn't get to talk much with husband-to-be.

Already such a bad day, still went i reached home, ah kim said i confused everybody with the wedding schedule. Haih, dun bother so much. And decided not to go back to ipoh if there is such a big fuss.

boring sunday

2006-12-12T09:39:00.003+08:00

Sunday, 19Nov - 41days

Woke up late on everyday sunday at usual time. Nothing interesting too. Bathed, took clothes out to dry, breakfast & CSI marathon. Er yi and family came over almost noon. Oh yeah, something happened, something about relative's wedding dinner arrangement and everybody got confused. I confused everybody it seems, but didn't bother much. Finished CSI marathon at 3pm and went online. It was raining heavily & there was a storm. Decided to disconnect & sleep. Before i went to bed, decided to go online and there i saw husband-to-be online. Was actually not planning to chat with him cos i was sleepy, but we ended up chatting for like 4 hours. It was 4am his time! Chatted about wedding, candies he bought, & i'm waiting for his souvenirs to arrive in next weekend. He'll be back like in another 10-12days. That's fast :p

One of my coursemates went online to talk about my wedding preparation for THEM. I blasted at him & finally they decided to book hotel rooms in case of not enough space to put a night in BW. Good, finally they got the idea! Wow, my mood was so good that night. No more worries, no more bad mood.

productive saturday

2006-12-12T09:39:00.001+08:00

Saturday, 18Nov - 42days

Let me quickly recap what happened during the weekend. Woke up early as usual to do some house chores. Ah kim was not around so i had to clean the bathroom & quickly scrub the toilet with the brush. No finger nails was broken in the process. Hung all the clothes and took breakfast. Mopped upstairs and went to quick bath. Borrowed bike from ah kong and off i went to Moral Uplifting building. You know wat, i went nuts. I took a very very big round cos i thought i knew how to get there. Went to Pulau Tikus then to Aurora Court & finally reached Greenlane. I didn't know the way :p To cut the story short, i managed to get to Moral Uplifting building. Asked all the questions i needed to know and the forms to get from which building & booked the date. Before i left, that lady asked me whether i would like to donate to their food charity. Boom!! Paid RM10 for that silly coupon. Our official date to be pronounced as husband and wife is on 23 Dec 2007, 3pm. Hopefully everybody will be free at that time. I like big big company on that day. Any feast after that? RM100++ vegetarian food again? I guess future in-laws are scared of someone now. Paid my credit card bill & cancelled my E magazine subscription. Before i went home, xiao yi called and asked me to ta pao chicken rice for her, ah kong & myself.

Took lunch & went online to chat with (soon-to-be) husband. Told him the official date but my eyes gave up on me, so i went to sleep in the living room after 10mins of chatting. But i didn't sleep until 4pm. Was attracted to this show shown on HBO, "The First Daughter". It's about US president's daughter who longed for freedom from his dad's tight bodyguards. One senior from her college managed to divert her from these bodyguards and finally they fell in love with each other. Unfortunately, this senior is also a disguised bodyguard sent by her dad.Slept right after the show until xiao yi switched on the light in the living room to sew her blouse...$#@!!!. Couldn't continue my sleep so woke up to iron all my clothes. I forgot wat i did at night but it was definitely something very boring too :p

closure of first blog

2006-12-12T09:38:00.001+08:00

Friday, 17Nov - 43days

I'm still in office waiting for sis to complete her work. Friday is the day where everybody comes out to play traffic game called "The Jam". The time now is 6.05pm. We're going to reach ah kong's place after my 7pm Spore series ends. May stop at clinic since sis needs to go for check-up due to lady's sickness symptom. Hope it's nothing serious, we're still very young.

From my place, i could see M & penguin having some serious discussion. Must be the problem J-Ass created. Penguin just shared with me the things that J-Ass just said and did. I dun bother much except feeling sorry for her. Finally passed DD to my rich coll at 2pm+ after waiting for her since 11am++ . She just had a few operations which make exercise difficult for her and she is desperate to loss more weight. She should better follow the diet strictly, i dun want to see reverse effect on her.

The more i type the more i feel that this blog is mine alone :p So from today onwards, i'm only going to pour my thoughts into this blog alone....so bye bye my first blog. My (soon-to-be) husband will be so glad. Anyway, if someone accidentally find into this blog, feel free to read and give comment. And if you're offended, too bad, this blog was not meant to be public in the first place. Only for special people like me & my (soon-to-be) hubby :D :p

durian runtuh

2006-12-12T09:36:00.004+08:00

My room - raining

Just now i received unbelievable sms. One of my richest colls sms me on Dr Diet. So i returned her call in office. She is desperate to lose weight to attend a close relative's wedding in overseas and she wants DD as soon as possible. I confirmed with her the amount she wanted. Coincidently, will have to follow sis back today cos ah kim is not free and not working tomorrow . So both sis and i went to Farlim to collect the things that she wanted. To be on the safe side, i called her again when we reached the stokist to confirm. She chg her mind. Luckily i haven't bought any yet. RM600++ you think cheap ar. Anyway while on the back to drop sis at her house, this coll called again asking me to get the stuff and meet up with her tomorrow. So made a U-turn and bought all the stuff that she wanted. Will pass to her tomorrow since she is on MC. We are to meet up either at company guardhouse or go over to her house. Hard to please her but i'll get a profit of 70bucks, what the heck.

Dropped sis at her house and i drove back. Before i reached Chung Ling High Sch, i could see dark clouds hovering Berjaya Hotel. Wind was blowing angrily although the rain has not started. Oh my, i'm still 10mins a way from ah kong's house. Of cos i kept my cool and didn't speed. One driver was kind enough to let me pass successfully at the junction into ah kong's house. That road is a mad road. You need patience & lots of luck to cross the road. Remember to hold on to your mystic knot if you have any. Anyway, so far i've not met with any accident at that deadly junction...touch wood. Once i parked the car, rain started to pour madly. Was in the car and wondering whether or not i should wait for the rain to subside. Anyway, to cut the story short, i dashed out from the kancil with everything in a plastic bag and ran towards ah kong's house. And i was wearing my silver high heels. The heels are still strong. All wet, from top to bottom, but not the things which i need to pass to my coll.

It's raining rather heavy now. As i'm typing this, thinking of my dearest :p Hmm...good thing he is not in his penang room now. Raining + alone = bad. Unless you have a cup of Nescafe with you. One now, one nescafe...hahahaha....

Hmm...i'm in the mood of typing now. Still have 20mins to go before my 9.30pm show starts. 8.30pm show is so boring. In case you wonder, i'm upstairs with Uzap at my waist and the laptop on the chair. Yes, I'm siting on the floor wearing my grey uniform. Cold here too. Oh yeah, ah kim asked us to go for Seafood buffet dinner at Park Royal, RM100 per pax. Food is excellent according to my colls. But RM100. Dear ar dear, luckily you're not back yet at that time. Mum decided not to go since so expensive. She sim tia we have to pay so much also ah kim has RM600 coupon. So i think the plan is Low's clan go without Lim's family. In case you still dunno, Low's clan know how to enjoy life very much except mum. She rather die for us than to pamper herself with good food, good clothes & holiday trip. There was once when she actually gave up her China trip and trade it for the set of sofa in our ipoh house. The previous sofa was destroyed by cousinsssssss. That's also the reason she is reluctant to leave the set of sofa behind when she moves to Pg next year.

My (soon-to-be) husband always ask me this question, who is the most important person in my heart. Tough to decide leh. It depends on situation also mah. Before marriage, surely the most important persons are my parents then you. After marriage, definitely will be you, if not tell me who else. But after give birth to kids, dunno liao :p Can assure you, i put you all before myself. Want to know who will i save if my dad/mum, you and i fall into the sea? Answer is i'll drown together with you all and we shall meet in heaven :D

My show is going to start in 10mins. Must get ready to brush teeth and keep the Uzap & laptop. Actually eyes very sleepy now but still wants to watch the doctors chinese series. You say die or not?

#%%%$%

2006-12-12T09:36:00.003+08:00

I'm steamed, pissed off, irritated, annoyed ( all the vocabulary to describe anger). At first nobody was willing to drive. In the end people are trying to get more passengers into their cars. You and i know very well why they want more people to car-pool. As if it's my fault for not telling them who drive and who dun. Since the beginning of last month, i was chasing after people frantically to confirm attendance for my wedding. Good thing i didn't beg them. Famous questions were, how to get there & where to stay. Only 2-3 volunteered to drive. One driver even willing to go back to Ipoh after the dinner if the rooms are not enough, so touched. But now, the problem is too many drivers?? Idiot!! I didn't arrange who to come with who. I dun even care how they come as long as they confirm before coming. @#!#%#*&&^%!!!!!!!!!! Becos of them i have to forgo so many other frens in Penang. May them go and rot in Hell!

too many guests

2006-12-12T09:36:00.001+08:00

Thursday, 16Nov - 44days

Poor him. Must be facing a lot of trouble from his boss & his soon-to-be lou poh. Nevermind 2 more weeks. Think on the bright side. You'll only need to hear their voices now. But when you're back, you have to FACE them all :p
I decided to help out with the wordings on the stage. But (soon-to-be) husband wants to pass the job to his fren. I wonder has he sent mail to the fren. Not going to add more pressure on him. I hope i get to go to Popular Bookstore tomorrow to hunt for the polystrene, survey the price actually.

Team building was so-so. Good food but the price per person was rather high, RM50 per pax. Organizer booked for 100 pax but only about 70 turned up. Food wasted & the grand ballroom was not even full. We had BBQ Lamb, Shrimp Soup, Spicy & Sour fish curry, boneless chicken rendang, veggies, fried mee, prawns, lobak, salad, rojak, fruits, kuih & more cakes. Overall was good except rojak was too hot. We started at 6pm and i reached home before 8pm, fast huh. On the way back, saw the grandpa and all just went out for dinner at Northam. They too had sumptuous dinner including RM150 fish. Grandpa seemed to enjoy the dinner very much. While they were away, i went online to scan the wedding card. Unfortunately, no software installed, so took pic of it instead. Turned out bad but didn't bother much and sent to PDL coursemates. And also (soon-to-be) husband.

I have 25 coursemates coming to the wedding & 1.5 tables for Penang frens. oh dear, this means i have to cut off tables for colls. Darn... no choice. Good thing the cards are still in my office drawer. Patience is good.

Upset stomach now. Dunno due to the food or mensus... :( Hey, my face is shiner now. Is it due to the amount of nutrients i feed to my face or it's getting rounder??

good news is not so good anymore

2006-12-12T09:34:00.002+08:00

Weds, 15Nov - 45days

Grandpa volunteered to buy me more stamps. Problem settled. He will also help me to post all the cards today. Yipeee. Tonight will prepare another batch of cards to be sent. We're going for our company team building at 6pm, so will be leaving office early today. Can't wait to leave for good food. Weighed myself last night, either the weighing machine is spoilt or my weight is still the same.

Aiyo, penguin just spoke to me. M suggested that i'll be the best candidate to take up a new task. I think must be the impression that i give them...too free, that's i'm always creating trouble for penguin :p But this trouble creating task has been taken up by a chocolate-skinned coll, let's call her J-Ass. She is the worse lady in my dept. About 3 yrs ago, she told me that she is slimmer than i was. Her arms were not as flabby as mine. Her face was round cos she always massaged her face. Oh please, stop the nonsense. Round face = fat. You dun need to massage your face to make it round. All you need is to eat more. No common sense. Surprisingly, now i could see her body expanding. Must be way tooooooo much exercise (not to mention massage) & her "muscles" are building up....haha. Serves her right. May her "muscles" keep growing. She is a tin kosing by the way. Latest news, she told penguin that she feels vomitish just by looking at penguin's face. Siao char bo.

Okay, back to bad news. Penguin didn't tell me which dept i'm going to take care of, but it's so obvious. There is only one new dept being setup this year - (soon-to-be) husband's. I dun want to work with him. I dun wish to. If i make any mistake, he & i will be doomed. Nightmare nightmare. Already in the same company & same building, still need to work together? Ang kong, please dun make things worse.

need stamps

2006-12-12T09:34:00.001+08:00

Finally gotten another 4 stamps from AL. Need more cos total stamps needed are 10 pieces of 30sen & 1 piece of 50sen. Luckily got free envelopes from sis. Very troublesome but not until i finished distributing the cards. Will continue the card distribution tommorow. To date i've only given cards to 3 persons. AL asked me why am i getting married so soon. I dun have an exact answer for that question. I guess it's all about mutual understanding.

Just now i asked for an address from a guy friend as i wanted to send him the card. He insisted i send to Spore address rather than Ipoh address. Not as if he wants to keep the card. He is the person who starts this stupid card distribution nonsense. If not for him, i could just scan the card and send to all. Of cos i won in the end, he still have to give me his ipoh address. Total cards to be sent in KL & Ipoh = 10 while 1 card to be sent to Spore (LS).

I'm glad that the tables are finally booked and the price is finalized. I do hope there will be no price increase. Money is rather limited as i do not wish to see more money spent on wedding ceremony. People say it's once in a lifetime event. Yeah rite, I dun even bother. As long as everything is within budget and everybody is happy, that is true happiness. Last time, i used to dream about fairytale wedding. Smoke everywhere, white wedding. But as i'm getting older (not to mention more mature) practicality is the first thing that comes on my mind. Practicality doesn't equal to kiam siap-ness. I know we sure can afford grand wedding, but it's merely a show to the guests and burn a hole in the pocket. Some people even have wedding theme with some fanciful names. Our wedding will only have one theme: simple & nice :)

the list

2006-12-12T09:33:00.002+08:00

Tuesday, 14Nov - 46 days

Yesterday night was spent going around grandpa's housing area to look for envelopes & stamps. Stopped at 2 mini markets near Free Sch. Couldn't find the envelopes i wanted from the first shop. Proceeded to 2nd shop. The owner was trying to be cheeky. I asked for stamps but they dun sell it, so i asked another silly question - where could i get some stamps. Her answer was probably as good as your guess. Rode the bike to P.Ramlee road and found another mini market. Also no red envelopes & stamps. Gave up and went home. 3rd cousin was not at home and big possibility that he will call home for transport. So i went to surf on net for the postage rate to send a card internationally. RM1.XX per postage. Wow, but no choice cos they demanded for cards to be sent. Will try to go to Post Office this Saturday or start to beg for stamps from people i know. First choice would be a better one.

Drove cousin to tuition. Surprisingly the roads were clear and the journey was smooth. Less than 5mins, he called telling me the tuition was cancelled. So had to make a U-turn to fetch him home.Started to fill the names on the cards. Before that, was already thinking hard whether or not i should give up my colls for his. Hmm...both have about 25 colls each, which means at least 3 tables. My frens already confirmed on 3 tables and i have 3 tables left only. Oh dear. Nevermind, will pass the decision making to (soon-to-be) husband. Let him crack his head :p

This morning distributed one card to MN. Later will pass another card to Auntie GL. Both are the people whom we know since we were very very young.

another heated arguement

2006-12-12T09:33:00.001+08:00

Monday, 13Nov - 48days

The (soon-to-be) husband drew the map from Ipoh to our wedding dinner place. 11pages of map, snapshots from Google Earth. I know it's not easy to prepare the map. So i sent his masterpiece to 3 of my friends. Comments received were it's too complicated, it's cool, too many pages. Well, enough said and i dun have to contribute my opinion. But for me, the map looks fine & detail enough. But if you're not used to reading a map, it's kind of confusing. Before this map conversation, i had a stressful phone conversation with the dowager (my mum) over her plan to renovate her new apt. And her stupid phone was so annoying, i practically have to shout over the phone before she could listen to me. Darn, there goes my mood. Maybe it's the way i phrased my sentences when i chatted with him online. Again, our conversation ended in unpleasant way.

2006-12-12T09:32:00.003+08:00

Sunday, 12Nov - 49days

On the way back from Alor Star, dropped ah kim and cousin at er yi's house where cousin and i started our journey back to Penang. Before that i collected my wedding invitation card from (future) in-laws. The cards look typical.
Right after reached home, i went online to tell (soon-to-be) hubby about my weekend. We talked on Skype for like 2hours+ until both of us were tired. It was 3am his time.I'm debating, should i start distributing the cards now or in Dec

self indulgence

2006-12-12T09:32:00.001+08:00

Saturday, 11Nov - 50 days

Woke up quite late cos went online until 2am. Finished house chores and followed ah kim out to shop. First place we went to was Prangin. There was arguement between ah kim & the car wash attendant, not going to elaborate here. While in Prangin, we went separate ways and to meet up once she is ready. I stopped by at Body Shop, no sale. Went to Chameleon to buy new ear rings but couldn't find any nice pairs. Ah kim called and i joined her for brunch. Lunch at Wong Kok was expensive and the food was not too good. After settled the things she wanted to do, off we went back to grandpa's house to drop cousin before we continued to Gurney Plaza. It was one month ago since i stepped into Gurney Plaza. Nothing changed. Ah kim bought a RM3k+ worth of exercising machine, while i bought..hehehe...Lo Hong Ka bird's nest for myself :p On the way out from Cold Storage, we saw an ang moh family. Apparently the baby angmoh walked towards the candy shelves and accidentally spilled almost all the candy from a candy container at Famous Amos. The angmoh dad had to pay for it. Must be pretty expensive. *phew*.
Stopped for high tea at Trader's. First time to experience an english tea set. Good food but not worth the price. Decided to follow ah kim to Alor Star.

start of our journey

2006-12-12T09:28:00.000+08:00

Friday, 10Nov - 51 days

Decided to start a blog for both of us today. Start to countdown my special date. The (soon-to-be) husband still stranded in a land far far away while i'm here alone. I'm trying to make guest checklist & things i'm supposed to do. Seriously i'm feeling too free now. I guess all the important things are being handled well by both parents & (future) in-laws. I look at my guest list over and over again to filter those who i really want to invite and those who are in my ok list. It's so hard to get confirmation from my guests. One of the stupidiest answer i've ever heard was to follow the majority, all come i come, all dun come i dun come. What kind of nonsense! I better dun get started on that topic. It really pissed me off. They will know how i feel when it's their turn. Anyway, MIL (mum-in-law) called to inform me about the invitation card. I'll have to get the card from her. Another trouble. I need to borrow a car or find someone to fetch me to bworth to get the cards. If only (soon-to-be) hubby is here now.....

"first date"

2006-10-05T13:36:00.000+08:00

Kg asked me out for dinner during work and i agreed thinking of dunno what's his plan. After waiting for him for about an hour plus, we ended up in the coffee shop near his apt. I was a bit disappointed & uncomfortable with the sticky me sitting in a hot coffeeshop. He saw my reaction and told me that's the place he always takes his dinner alone. I was taken back. Almost immediately my mood was set back to normal. Took my dinner and tried to be happier. We were supposed to go back to his place after dinner but instead he took a turn and took me home. Halfway home, i joked to him to go for a movie (i meant ah kong's house). He took it for real and tot i suggested to watch movie at the cinema. Ended up in Prangin Mall. So few people and the last show before 10pm started for about 5mins. Dun even have a movie in mind, i suggested "Devil wears Prada". Bought the ticket & zoomed we went into the cinema. Saw quite small crowd, so we took the couple seat instead. The movie was okay, but i have no idea about the branded names they mentioned in the movie. High class brands. Paris was romantic but expensive. I had to explain to him some part of the movie which he found it hard to understand. Show ended, arguement ended. Our next date will be tonight. It has been almost 4 months since we last dated each other. And half a year since we went for a movie together.

Robinhood ice cream - anyone?

2006-10-04T10:30:00.001+08:00

We were all watching Wah Lai Toi as usual and saw this programme as Wah Lai Toi on Ms. Chinese Astro's Lifestyle before the final. One of the contestants was telling the others that her favourite ice cream was Haagen Danz Choc Chips. Her bf calls it "Xin Fu" which means happiness in Mandarin. She commented that she doesn't like other type of ice cream e.g. Baskin Robbins. When the show was ending, she was being interviewed and we could see a few big pimples on her face. Xiao yi complained that how could she be chosen as one of the finalists. So i told her the story told earlier about her "Xin Fu" and she dun like "Robinhood" ice cream. I spoke too fast.

siem reap

2006-09-28T16:04:00.000+08:00

I realised that my blog is full of sadness unlike any other blogs i've read. Recently i was intro-ed to this blog by Michael Ooi & Organic Life by a fren & my sis respectively. Was amazed on how these people express their feelings & thoughts into their blogs. Impressive and you could just feel their lives by following their blogs. What about mine? Full of frustrations and angry, not to mention jealousy & craziness. I dun blog that often, only do it when i have nobody to talk to or i'm extremely happy. Need to recap what have been going on with my life lately.

We just came back from our second overseas holiday, Siem Reap (Angkor Wat). It was the time of my life, we enjoyed it so much although it was tiring. Took about 500+ pictures not to mention the ones i've deleted due to wrong angle taken....hehehe. I looked fat & plump in some of the pics.

17Sept: Followed parents back to Ipoh to take the bus ride to KL. Dad bought SVIP specially for the 3 of us. Was so touched. Slept all the way thru until before we reached KL toll. Traffic was heavy due to heavy rain. We tried to board a taxi from Pudu to Pasar Seni LRT. KL taxi drivers are vampires. RM25 for a 15mins walk. Ended up walking with those heavy bags. It was drizzling then. I only had one umbrella at that time, dunno how should i protect from the rain. Started with dad, then with my dearest but ended up i walked alone. Poor KG had to dragged his 11kg cabin luggage all the way. KL LRT was so short and compact compared to those in Spore. I was surprised how did i forgot the condition of KL LRT. I better dun talk about it anymore as that was the biggest war we had, which i'll post later. Finally reached dad's place after dinner. Dad gave up his mattress for me cos i was complaining about the floor during our last trip to his place :p Slept like a baby until the next morning 5am. Boy, only 5hours of sleep.

18Sept:
5am. Was paralyzed for a while cos too sleepy to even move an inch. KG was the first to bathe while i ironed his pants & did more re-packing. I just couldn't give up trying to pack everything into one miserable bag. Finally took breakfast cereal prepared by dad. Dad used to prepare Milo & hot water for each and everyone of us during our primary school days. Those were the days... Reached KL Sentral & was searching frantically for LCCT Airbus. Dad refused to leave us there without seeing us safe on the bus. It was situated a floor below KL Sentral. We were early and waited for the bus to depart at 6.30am. Again we slept like babies before we reached LCCT. RM9 for 1.5hours ride. Met up with LL and gang. Checked-in everything and waited for the flight. Apparently, we needed to "fight" for our seats as it's free seating & no food on board. Cheapskate, but no complaints. You pay peanut, you'll get monkeys. There were 6 aunties in their fifties also going to the same destination as ours. Wonder who will be my travel frens when i reach that age. Anyway, we didn't know whether our tour guide would be waiting for us when we reached as the last mail was asking about the time to meet. No answer from the tour guide

11am. Reached airport & took pics like nobody's business. Excited and the sleeping spell has broken. The airport was small & full of dark brown skinned guards. Lots of Chinese & Jap tourists. Met our tour guide & packed everything into the van. KG & I hopped into the front row. The town was so pathetic. Brownish & dirty. Brown people, brown clothes, brown town. Reached our guesthouse and was welcomed with welcome drink, mixed juice (apple, pineapple, banana) Not bad and i liked it. We were separated into 3 rooms. 3 guys into one room with the 5 of us into 2 different rooms. KG was upset but nothing we can do, it wasn't our honeymoon. Afterall, he should have got used to this type of arrangement when going out with my frens, conservative frens.

12pm. We were taken to Near Khmer restaurant for our first taste of their local food. Could see that the place was cleaner & the waitresses wore uniform. For sure we're going to be chopped. It was abour RM3-4 per dish averagely. Seemed cheap but not without converting to RM. RM12 for one plate of veggies, anyone? Did i mention it was raining fish & frogs?

2pm. Hurried to our first place, the entrance. USD20 for one day, USD40 for 3days tour in that area. Comprises of all the angkors & temples. Took vote whether to take one day or 3 days tour. In the end, we reluctantly paid for 3 days tour. One of them said that she didn't expect us to visit temples for this whole trip. Yoh, of cos that was the only thing people do in Siem Reap, abothen go shopping ar? Ignorance. She dun even know that area is as big as Paris which cannot be explored in merely 3 days. But of cos i kept my mouth shut thru out the whole journey. I was as tame as a mouse. Of cos ler, i was the only one with my dearest there :p

The driver drove into the wood. So many angmohs on bikes & tuktuk. I was tempted to do so but was glad we didn't. As we went nearer to Angkor Wat, we all went wow-ahhhh-wow. But our first temple was not Angkor Wat. We went pass AW and reached South Gate. There were statues on both side of the entrance. Big bulky statues holding nagas. KG stood with the demons and i stood with the Gods :p Took pics like made with even wanting to listen to the intro by tour guide. Before we started to walk further, it started to rain again. Tour guide provided us a big umbrella each. Got into the van and proceed to our first temple, Bayon. Reached Bayon after 5mins drive and the rain got heavier. Even then we were pestering the tour guide to let us out from the van with one big umbrella each. Took pics in the rain & we were like a bunch of curious kids from kindergarten. Touched every part of the painting. It was difficult to take pics in the rain, so we pass the camera to each other, less couple pics. The higher we went, the more smiling faces we saw. I tried to take more pics with my dearest of cos. When the rained stopped, out came the hot sun. We were toured around the temples until at one point i got so sick and tired of smiling face statues :p There were 200+ faces there. Before we left the temple, again both kg and i were so amazed with th hundreds of smiling face on building struc.

Baphuon was the next temple. I dunno how to describe the temple or the stories behind this temple. Go and search from the internet :p More pics taken. Next was the Royal Palace Gate which leaded us to Phimeanakas. This kg disappeared when the tour guide was telling us the stories behind the temple. Suddenly out from nowhere we saw him on top of the temple. So high & so fast. From then on, he was labelled as champion by the rest of the group. Unknown to them, he was the oldest in the group and yet they all thought he's the same age as me. What a compliment to him. Out from nowhere we were lead to Terraces of the Kings & Elephants. I'm still figuring out how did we got there in the first place. We tried to form "Angkor" but failed miserably. Ended up like a few retards.

5pm. We were supposed to hike on top of hill to watch sunset over angkor wat. The hike was so much better than the one we had at Pg Hill with his parents. So many people hiking together with us. Old ones, young ones, pretty ones. Esp the Japs & Taiwanese. Kg was so supportive all the way up. Held on my hands and asking me whether i was okay repeatedly. Okay ler, the journey wasn't that bad, just too tired to walk up and want to be more manja with him. Jealous ar? :p When i tot we were about to reach, then i saw our ordeal. We had to climb like monkeys to the top of the struc to get a better view of sunset. Big stairs with narrow steps. Even the old ones climbed like it was nothing like that. No choice, climbed together with them. Hard but not slippery luckily. Had to grab the stones and cling to your life each steps you take. I tot this was harder, wait till you read my next post. Stupid me and kg, we waited at the wrong side of the hill for sunset. But good thing we didn't miss it though, it was cloudy.

6pm Decided to go down the hill for food. We held hands all the way down the hill like old couples. Happy me =) =) We were told that the Aspara Dance would start at 7.30pm but the food would be served from 6.30-7.30PM only. Of cos we rushed to the place as soon as we could. Cleaned ourselves in the toilet and off we went to attack the food. USD10 for buffet & traditional dance, reasonable i think. Took lots of papaya salad & mango salad. A lot desserts & traditional food. Lots of pork!!! Indulged ourselves with food until i had stomachache. I was so hungry before that. Then they started to perform. Hulamak, the singing was like the one we had during ah ma's funeral. Even the sound from the instruments were so annoying not to mentioned the singers' voice. More like witnessing funeral than watching them perform. Oh yeah, coconut ice cream tasted so yucky.

8.30pm. Went back to our hotel, i mean guesthouse. Waiting for everybody to finish their bathe. I tell you, the water smelled so rusty. Imagine you gurgle with water from rusty pipe, that's how i felt. Brushing teeth was a problem. After packing for the next day, we all collapsed on the bed. I was the first.

19Sept
4am. Again i was paralyzed on the bed. We were supposed to wake up early to watch sunrise at AW. Iskhh!!!!!! To go or not to go, i didn't have choice but i didn't regret after the sunrise trip =) Off we went to AW early in the morning when the sky was still dark. When we reached, the first thing we saw was a lot of lights from various vehicles coming our way. I tot we're the only fools :p The second thing was an ang moh was saved from the river by a few guards and tour guide. He accidentally walked too close the edge and fell into the river..hahahahahha. I asked our tour guide, Sopheap, do people fall often. He replied never eversince he started his job 5 years ago. I just couldn't stop laughing. Okay, back to the sunrise process. The walkway was so black, we couldn't see anything further except the light from the torchlight held by Sopheap. We diverted our way to another entrance since the grand entrance was crowded & everywhere was just so wet. So amazed how AW looked early in the morning, so huge yet eerie. So many tourists setting up their expensive cameras. As for kg and i, we were only armed with our mini 5MP Konica (not even Konica Minolta..hahaha). Pics taken were too dark, so we decided to more nearer to AW. Lost our tour guide & group as i saw them moving to another corner. Tried to catch up with them but still lost them and ended up we took our own sweet time to take pics of the sunrise. Kg got attacked by army of red ants..ouch. Pity him so much. Sopheap finally found us and brought us over to the other side to have a better view of AW with its reflection from the pond. So great but so many people were there. Took pics non-stop like siao again :p After several hours there, we decided to go back to our room to have breakie. Tried to sleep in the room but couldn't.

11am. Back into the van and off we went to visit other temples. Can't remember most of the temples but pics are available online. Sort of tired of walking around the temples now. The only temple which amazed us was the Ta Prohm where Tomb Raider was shot. PY suggested that we have to make some actions so that people know we're at Ta Prohm. Lara Croft's trademark...hahaha. Took MORE pics. On the way out, PY was attacked by a group of childrens begging her to buy more things. As for kg & i, we were saved by the strict look on his face. Yah, acted cool mah.

4pm Finally, the grand finale of the day: Angkor Wat. Too bad everybody was so so tired and couldn't even move when we reached the entrance. Sky was threatening to drown us all. Of cos we still forced our tired legs & bodies up the stairs to the grand entrance. Still a lot of people standing and taking pics. As we were dragging our feets, we passed a group of elderly tourists from US i think. One old haggard woman was questioning the tour guide about some scripting on the wall. "I know i know but wat language was it? Tell me!!" The tour guide replied it was Sanskirt but that old lady was not satisfied with the answer. "From left to right or right to left???!!" I answered politely, "From your house to hell, madam!" Hehehe...of cos not, we just walked pass silently. Sopheap must be very pleased we didn't treat him the same way. Just before we got into the temple, wind was blowing strongly, dark clouds approaching. Whole place was darkened by the clouds yet there were many people standing and taking pics outside. We were brought to the first wall, rather long and Sopheap began his duty to decipher what was the drawing about. Cravings on wall actually. We were just too tired but still pretend to listen to him cos dun want to be rude. Then the second wall....more explanation & stories. We sort of took turns to listen to him :p Naughty us. Then the next wall.....i wondered how many walls are there :p Finally we were taken to the highlight of the day - 70degree angle steps!! KG as always went up the stairs first. Little did we know he was trembling halfway up the stairs :p I was already scared by just looking at the impossible stairs. Decaying, uneven, did i mentioned the rain was pouring like fish and frogs again? And the worst part, we had to hold on umbrellas while climbing. I was prepared for this ordeal but still. It's like rock climbing but i've never done it before leh. But when we saw aunties & uncles climbing up from the middle of the stairs, without the need to hold on to the side, we made up our mind to climb as well. I have no idea why the stairs were made that way. Trying to make the worshippers climb and bow or fall? And i couldn't resist but to ask Sopheap how many have fallen from the stairs. He paused and answered, "Not that many". Heart skipped a few beats. It seems he took a group of Koreans there before. 2 of the guys decided to joke and raced down the stairs without holding on to anything, one slipped fell & broked the shoulder blade. That was not the bad part. There are no ambulance in AW and you have to travel back to town all the way without stretches. So i made my way up so slowly. KG was shouting from top asking me to be careful & never to look down. BTW, i did look down & regretted it so much. And some more, while standing halfway, photo time again. Sopheap asked me to move closer to the group in the middle and i shouted back i couldn't. I could only move one way - up. When i almost reached the top, then i realised i was on the wrong side, the entrance was in the middle. I looked up - roadblock, i looked down - heart beating faster. I looked to my right where everybody was, i almost cried. All of them reached the top except the coward me who was still clinging to my life at the side. KG couldn't reach me, so the only person beside me was YC. KG kept asking YC to help me. Basically he was asking everybody to help me since he couldn't even reach me. Slowly, i moved my feet towards my right, held on tightly to the bricks above. It was like Fear Factor. YC held on my hand & passed it to KG and finally i was "save" on top. So scared yet excited, i've accomplished the mission. But uh-oh, i still have to get down. Since i got up the hard way, i coulnd't stop snapping pics of the tower. The rain finally subsided and it was time to go down again. Going down was another side of the tower. This time with railing, moving railing. Looking down was so scary. Armed with umbrella & another hand tightly on the railing, we moved down. KG insisted that i walk behind him, i disagreed. What if i slipped and knocked into him? It would be like Jack & Jill went up the hill. We descended the stairs slowly like little children learning how to climb up & down the stairs. When we reached the bottom, i was so proud of myself =) *Cut short the boring part* We headed back to our hotel, bathed and dinner at Central Market. Cheap & nice food plus a lot of stalls to shop. Went home & collapsed on the bed.

20Sept
I forgot wat time we woke up and we went to have our breakfast. Joined LL, PY & YC for breakfast under the tree while the other 3 were at another table. Today we were supposed to go to Banteay Sreay, the Jewel of Khmer. Supposedly to have the best stone & wall carvings and the bricks are in orange. The journey from our guest house was 1 hour. We went pass a lot of paddy fields and saw a lot of attap houses. Believe it or not, they're still using well to get their water. The condition was so bad, some areas were flooded due to the monsoon season. Children playing with water & catching frogs/fish.. kaki ayam. A few stalls selling local hand-made souvenirs & sweets from palm tree. The first thing we did when we reached was to visit the toilet. The group took so long at the toilet area, taking pics of the water lilies & buying postcards. The temple indeed full of cravings, not only 2D but 3D too. Some part of the building were surrounded with cables to prevent tourists from touching the cravings. Took pics again and went to another temple. We went to the olden days libraries and took more pics.

11am We reached Tonle Sap lake. The water was brownish and again lots of children asking you to buy more things. The condition there was equally bad. We were greeted by the boat owner and we went to the boat toilet. So dark & so small. I needed to position myself before closing the door. Damn dirty & geli. Finished off my biz and we all got onto the boat. Off we went along the river, big river with many houses & floating wooden houses. Each house has a tv aerial. And full coverage on our phone. Amazing. Didn't manage to get into Tonle Sap Lake due to heavy current & strong wind. Got sea-sick so bad but didn't throw up. On our way back to the port, we dropped by at the floating restaurant to see crocodile. While going near the boat, there were a lot of beggars - children & women. All of them were playing happily with each other, but once they saw us, all started to beg & cry. It was such a disturbed scene. One of the ladies was breast feeding a 3year-old son. Looked so pathetic but we didn't donate anything to them at all. Left the Tonle Sap and headed for lunch. I couldn't remember where was lunch. I think we went back to central market for lunch. After lunch, we headed to another place called Silk Farm. Supposed to witness people weaving but it was closed when we reached. The items were very super expensive, one small coin purse was USD 7 (RM28). Bought nothing and we headed back to town.

On our way back to town, our lead suggested we collect tips for both the tourist & driver. I only donated USD2 for the 2 of us which i dun think it's so worth it. Afterall, we've paid for the far, which was not cheap. Stopped at the Old Market this time. All decided to go separate ways in the beginning but in the end we went for the most expensive restaurant - Near French Restaurant. At first i wanted to go to Khmer Kitchen but chg my mind cos it could be the same dishes we have been eating everyday there. So followed the crowd to hunt for French food since it's famous there. Finally settled for Near French Restaurant. Had their famous dish which i forgot wat it's called, USD7.50. Got ourselves 2 glasses of Angkor Beer with USD0.50 per glass. The food wasn't too good maybe cos we were too tired mentally and weren't that hungry cos didn't walk too much that day. Finished everything and set our time to meet up 2hours later. Both kg and i looked at each other. How are we doing to spend the 2 hours walking on the same street? No objection and we went round the same place 3 times before getting sms from LL that all shops closed and we decided to call it a day. While walking on the street, we were approached by more than 10 tuk tuk driver. Met 2 tuk tuk drivers who were trying to be funny. One asked "Would you like to ride on a tuk tuk?" Another answered, "No, thank you." That's the exact answer we gave them all the way. Met up with all of them & we kind of choosing which tuk tuk to go back to our guesthouse. I told them, why not just bargain to USD1 per tuk tuk, but nobody listened and one bargained for USD1.50 smartly. What the heck. No objection either. The journey was scary & it was really like the James Bond's advertisement on credit card. Took bathe & went to kg's room to pack. Was tired and sleepy & he tried to be funny, so i stormed back to my room and chatted with PY & LL. Asked for advice on courses which i planned to take earlier. LL suggested otherwise cos she knows i'm not fond of computing subject so dun force myself. I thought so too. Sleept until the next day.

21Sept
Woke up at 7.30am and dressed up for breakfast. Our flight is at 11am. Took our own sweet time and the driver took us to old market again since we missed it last night. Bargained your heart out and you'll not get the best price since all the stalls sell the same thing & they have a std low price for all the items....pakat already. Got 3 T-shirts, 1 shawl & 2 baby-Ts. That's all. Rushed to airport and took pics. Paid up our USD25 per person and went into the waiting lounge.

3pm Reached KL after unconscious for about 2 hours. And also due to mensus. Went to take our luggage & bought alcohol + cigarettes. Slowly we downloaded our pics on one of the member's laptop. 3.30pm.Slowly dragged our feet to McD. I was eating as slowly as possible and finished my meal. 4.30pm. Went to find the quietest spot to rest. 5.30pm. Lindy called to confirm the time. And more rest. 6.30pm. Saw flight being cancelled & delayed. Alarmed. 7pm. Happily checked in our luggage. 8pm. Mum called to check whether everything was okay. 8.30pm. No sight of our plane. 9.05pm. Still no sight of the plane. 9.10pm Plane landed and we queued. 9.20pm. We both went unconscious again.

10.15pm. Finally reached Penang Airport. Sis fetched us back to take our car & back to ah kong's house. I went unconscious again.

What's Love??

2006-09-06T17:08:00.000+08:00

What is love? i realised theres just around two kinds of love you will find. one that is based on compatibility. and the other is based on understanding and caring. they ARE two different things

compability is what everyone wants. because with that u can click with her about everything. same interest same thinking...its like talking to yourself, except you wont look nuts. it is the feeling of you have found the perfect match. because u understand her and its easy to remember what she wants...cause thats what you want as well. you will rarely fight cause ull hardly go through conflicts. you could never get over her, so when conflicts do happen, you will hurt the most. u might start to slack off abit tho, cause you know wat to expect.

understanding and caring might not exactly associate with compability. but it does help you in the end. because you will realise who really cares and who really thinks about you in the end. u might not have the same interest, but at least in the end of the day u will still know that he loves you. however it is hard for her to realise you were always there for her. you have to make a way for her to realise it. it is always hard to start off but long term might be fruitful. you will always pay attention to her cause u never know what to expect sometimes, well thats just for the starting point.

it is all about knowing each other well thats all, knowing bout her in the inside. talking to her well doesnt mean u are meant to be with her. when you know that she thinks of you and wants to care for you, and u think the same as well, then u will know that u are meant to b together. you dont have to call each other everyday to remind each other that they love each other. as long u know u do thats all that matters. i know this will sound wrong to alot of people...but its true. people are just following this trend these days. obsession trend. obssession is never a good thing it is a sin. it is said this is called the honeymoon stage...true, but how can honeymoon go on for...months?

of all things i needed now

2006-09-05T09:00:00.000+08:00

Today we had another war. Honestly i didn't do anything wrong this time. He evoked my anger. We went for breakfast early in the morning together. I think it's a curse to go for breakfast during working hours. At least for the both of us. Each breakfast starts happily but ends with quarrels. And i thought my temper was going to be better since 5 days ago. Is it wonderful that i'm officially not allow to ask more questions when he tells me things? When all this happen it never fail to make me wonder whether we're suitable to one another. I'm always in doubt. I only i could just tell him off.

damn it all

2006-08-30T12:45:00.000+08:00

4 Aug
Was the most upset day for both of us. I invited him to join me for breakfast. It all started when we talked about the house reno work. Money, house & his parents. It was so frustrating. Imagine you're trying to help a person to save up some money but got blamed for everything that happened. His mum conveniently "blamed" me for the reno of the house so that his dad will not get angry. I wanted the place to be more windy, i wanted to the house to be bright, i wanted this and i wanted that. All my fault. And he let got of his stress to me. If you know me well, how could i not voice out my thoughts in that kind of situation. The more i talked the more agitated i became. In the end i blasted at him all my disatisfactions and stuff. I hated his parents for putting me in difficult situation. Yeah, the Tee are united so who to be blamed for all the things that went wrong...ME! It's not fully my house afterall. Not that i want to snatch the house from his one and only bro. Why want to knock yourself against the wall when there is another route to take? But what i say is just rubbish to everyone. I'm immature, unreasonable, senseless, bad temper, irritable..... Damn it, i hate the house!

5 Aug
I didn't plan to go over to bworth to apologize but parents insisted. Why should i be the one who is always apologizing for the mistake which is not mine? Saying sorry unnecessarily. He wishes i'm like her mum, who could tolerate his dad eversince they got married. Sorry, i'm not like his mum at all. We are 2 different women. She sacrifices for her husband including her dignity. I could do that but not all the time. Saying sorry is not difficult, but saying sorry sincerely is the most difficult things i could do. Hey, you may say i'm so stubborn and not wanting to admit my mistake. Hello?? I'm not always the person at wrong, okay? If you want me to become your mum, okay, i can start my acting skill now. Why i never say "i love you" anymore? Answer: Cos you're always forcing me to say it out. My life is nothing but your drama & you're the producer. Talking about marriage...*silence*.

Sis's wedding

2006-06-11T21:13:00.000+08:00

26May
Was on MC due to diarrhea & stomach discomfort. Ah ku bought sugarcane juice without sugar for me. It helped a lot. I also took ginger with hot water whole day. 2 more days & my da jie will be getting married. Felt sad but kind of used to sleeping alone actually. Luckily i was on business trip so often & staying alone.

27May
Got up early to go to SP for prayers. Just to inform our ah ma about the wedding. I bought some sugarcane for our future brother in law. Before that, ah kim told us ah ku cannot get the duty free beer. So parents had to go get 2 cartons from Giant for RM199 per carton.

I'm so lazy to continue the whole story. Basically everthing went well and okay.

Second Singapore trip

2006-06-11T20:10:00.000+08:00

10May

My dear arrived as early as 5.50am in the morning. He took a taxi to my unit. I was so happy that i actually took the lift to go down to meet him. First time taking the lift so early in the morning, so brave. Anyway, the first thing he did was to say hello & hugged me :D Well, he couldn't stop telling me about his experience or rather i couldn't stop asking him about it :p I prepared breakfast for him. He looked sleepy but took the breakfast i made. Then i was off to work while he went sleeping. We were supposed to meet at Suntec for dinner, Kuishinbo. Although i've been there before, but i wanted to treat him there. He spent the whole day watching movies at home...horror movies of all the movies i took out for him. I couldn't stop calling him to tell him the direction to Kuishinbo. It's just me. I just cannot stop worrying and treat everybody like a child :p Anyway, i finished work & took taxi with our consultant. Rushed to meet him and he looked smart in his green shirt (Seed) & green pants (Giordano). Ahem, he didn't look like a tree. He enjoyed the food and i'm so glad. Took MRT home & i was so tired i slept right away.Oh yeah, i did draw him a map to Science Centre.

11May

I was off to work again but tomorrow is a holiday. He went to Science Centre. We're having dinner with his bro & gf. I reached home quite late. He went to shop at Cold Storage and bought 2 currypuff & fishballs. He even cooked spaghetti for me while i was taking bath. I felt so loved. After dinner, we went to Causeway Point to meet up with his bro & gf. Went to buy wine & some cold drinks. Met his bro & gf for dinner at Sakae. We couldn't eat anymore. After dinner, we spent the night at my place watching horror movies while enjoying our wine. I fell asleep slightly after the second DVD. I went to sleep before his bro came home.
12MayI woke up early before 7am to wait for the maid. Waited for her to finish the house chores. I washed the clothes & iron them, then went back to sleep. Soon he woke up to cook breakfast for me. We were planning to go to Zoo then to Daiso for the SGD2 stuff. Changed our plan & we landed in Sentosa. At first we wanted to try the cable car, but the price was way to high, SGD12.90 perperson. We switched to bus which was only SGD2 per person. The first place we went to visit was Underwater World which he was dying to visit :D I enjoyed the place although it was small. There was this miniature creature called Sea Angels. So cute. Then we went to see Dolphin Show. After the rain, we went to see the Musical Fountain. We decided not to wait for the 7.30pm show so we left around 6pm. Since we were a bit early, we detoured to Clarke Quay for dinner. We wanted to enjoy taking dinner by the riverside, how romantic. We walked and surveyed the food and ended up in RenThai. The food is not bad although it was a bit costly. He liked the Green Curry. It was okay for me as long as he likes the place. Took the MRT home & shopped at Causeway Point for some food.

13May

He cooked breakfast for me again. We were supposed to go to Zoo, but we ended up at home whole day, eating & talking & sleeping & watching tv. We didn't leave the house at all. Enjoyed cuddling on the sofa, enjoying each other's company. This time i cooked dinner for him while he bathed =) I used all my skill to cook spaghetti for him. Took a while to cook it. Had to fry eggs & ham. Prepared sandwich for him too to eat on the bus. I felt i'm already a wife :p He appreciated it although the taste was not as great as his. Ironed & fold all the clothes for him. Sent him off and i continued to stay alone in the big unit :(

Let Go Of Your Ego

2006-04-04T15:30:00.000+08:00

Found this article posted on Friendster, what a coincidence...

When you get past your own ego, life canchange dramatically for the better. For when you get away from your ego, you get away from many of the fears and limitations that holdyou back.
When your ego is in control, everything you think, say, and do is all about you. That sets you up for an enormous amount of worry, anxiety, envy, fear, anger and despair.

Imagine being free of all that. Think of the times when you've become so absorbed in something so fully that you forgot about yourself, and recall how effective and energetic that made you.

When you get past your ego, you are free to do what you know is right, rather than being constantly worried about what other people would think. When you get past your ego, you can put all your energy into the task of the moment, instead of being angry about the past or anxious about the future.

Your ego has only the power that you give it. You can choose at any time to free yourself from the limitations it imposes on you.

Allow yourself to venture past your own ego. You'll find the freedom and effectiveness to be exhilarating.

-- Ralph Marston

just rambling

2006-04-04T11:55:00.000+08:00

Parents will be here tonight again for Cheng Beng. We have to get up as early as 5am tomorrow just to get there before 7.30am. They will be back straight after Cheng Beng tomorrow and return on Friday night just to have another Cheng Beng in Penang. This will be the last Cheng Beng for our family cos i'm not sure whether we will have the luxury to gather everybody for Cheng Beng next year. I'm just rambling. Mood is still down, hopefully will be better later.

We have not message each other yet from this morning until now. Not sure whether he's still unhappy with me. Maybe i should do the first move and hope things will get better. I'm not sure what to talk to him about though. Let me throw away my ego after lunch.

I remembered we talked about how we should call our parents after married. Mum wants him to follow the way we call them - Mummy & Daddy. I think i'll call his parents - Ma & Pa too. A bit weird calling other people's parents' like that. Well, that's the way how thing goes. Maybe our conversation will be lesser at first, since we need time to get used to the callings :P

I'm waiting for lunch time now. It's the only time where i can eat & observe people :P

stupid blog

2006-04-04T11:53:00.000+08:00

I've been trying to upload & edit my post in the blog for the past 2 days and i kept getting error message.

the answers (part III)

2006-04-03T15:12:00.000+08:00

3rd stage - One year later, we're getting so close to each other that i started to take him for granted. He changed a lot for me but i'm still asking for more. It just hit me, maybe i should write more about what i think of him, instead of writing about what he has done for me. I cannot control my temper as well as him. Okay, sometimes his behaviour really gets on my nerve. E.g when he chews chewing gum with his mouth open. I know i know, sometimes i'm put off by little actions he does. Nobody is asking nobody to be perfect. He's not perfect so am i. He has certain expectation of me, so do i. I'm not requesting him to be more macho or cool. Cos i'm not a top model myself. On top of everything, he's a great guy not to mention he's always there for me, yeah me alone. Cos i'm always his first priority. No matter what i do which usually will drive him nuts, in the end he's still there for me. I do think he's too good to be true sometimes. Who would tolerate a person who throws tantrum 4 times a week, 3 weeks a month. Who would still go back to you to say he's sorry although the fault is obviously yours? Who would abandon everything and drive 120kmph from mainland to the island just by a phonecall? Who would call you immediately after receiving nonsense sms early in the morning? Who would offer to drive you around to run errands? Who would try his best to cook your favourite food even though he hasn't tried that before? Who would walk around in a shopping complex just to look for the right gift to make you happy? Which guy would remember to shop & buy girlish stuff like handbags, earrings, nail polish when he comes back overseas? Who would remember to get souvenirs for someone's parents? Who would want to lend you eyes & ears & money when you're facing trouble? Who would tell you the amount he has in his bank & how much money he wants to "donate generously" to you? Who would spend so much on phonecalls when you're lonely overseas? Who would try so hard to go online just to talk to you? Who would massage your aching body? Who would try to change himself just for you? Who would try to listen to almost all your demand & fulfill them? There are a lot of "who would" that i keep reminding myself.

the answers (part I)

2006-04-03T12:37:00.000+08:00

Here are the answers: "Where is your place in my heart & how important you are to me" I cannot tell him the exact answer to this question. The only thing i can tell him is i put him before myself. It'll be a lie if i say he's the first person in my heart. Between him and my friends, he always comes first. Between him and his family, he always comes first. Between him and my parents/sisters, it really depends on situation. Sometimes i really try my best to put him before them. Not to say he's less important to me compared to them. I want him and my family members to be with me at the same time as much as possible. I know i always ask him to be around and he feels ignored while i'm chatting with my family. He's wrong, i just want his presence. I enjoy his presence honestly. Yeah, i always joke with him & my friends that he's my driver, without him i cannot go anywhere but that's not true, i was just teasing him. I like him to be around with my friends. "What do i think of him honestly? Who is he to me?"What do i think of him? What a question. It's divided into several stages. 1st stage - I was not even interested to look at him at all when i first saw him. He looked vain and i didn't even want to have anything to do with him. When he first asked me out, i obliged him. Of cos i knew he had the intention to go after me, but i had different intention - to ask him to sign on the form. It all onlystarted when he went to look for me in ipoh. His excuse was to visit my hometown, yeah rite.. Mum gave positive view towards him. Maybe he's not that bad after all, so we gave each other a chance. 2nd stage - We were finally a couple. A lot of arguments & disagreements. His attitude, behaviours & thinking are just like mine. Both are librans and both are hard headed people. Soon he began to tolerate me more. When i was full of anger, he'd let go of his dignity to put away my fire. When i was being unreasonable, he tried to talk sense with me. What more could i ask for? He even sent me sms telling me i'm always his priority. I'm still keeping the sms until today.

finally it's exposed

2006-04-03T10:17:00.000+08:00

I told him about my journal last night. I had to and i promised him that i'll show him one
day. I dunno when is the correct time or was it a good thing to tell him about this blog. Many
questions ran on my mind. What will be his reaction to what i've written, what will be the
consequences, will this change his perception towards me. Am i still the same person as he
thought i was.

He asked me questions i dunno how to answer. The questions which i never know how to answer. Someone asked me this question once too. "Where am i in your heart? What do you think of me honestly?" Arrgh!! Easy questions for some people but not for me. When he asked me these questions, i makes me wonder. Do i treat him badly? Do we really deserve each other? Whenever he ask me questions like this, i feel like shooting him back - "You're just a toy for me to play with. Go ahead and doubt it, you're not the last person in my heart, you're just nothing to me, nothing at all. You don't even deserve a place in my heart. It's too precious for someone like you." Why doubt my sincerity towards him? Okay okay i better calm down. I'm not angry, i always get agitated when being questioned like that. No, he's not my toy. I'm loyal to him. He's my punching bag, my soulmate, my everything. I know i'm long winded but i'm going to say it here again. He's the only person who can withstand my temper other than my mum. It's very true. He puts away his dignity when it comes to me. He's always soft with me although i always give him nonsense. I know all the sacrifices he does for me, always. I just like to tease him on the things he does for me. No other special reason, i just....like him.

2006 - snapshots (part II)

2006-04-03T08:57:00.000+08:00

17Jan: I was told while i was away, that Lim's clan wanted to change the way CNY is celebrated each year. Oh yeah, during CNY, my parents have to pay up about RM200 for the things that we do not use, e.g. 3in1 milo & toothpaste????

12Feb: Choose date for MY WEDDING...hehehe...RM60 to choose a date. The good dates given were 9Dec, 14Dec, 17Dec & 30Dec. 14Dec is the best date but it's on Thurs, so out of question. His parents chose 17Dec but i prefer 30Dec. Dare not voice out to them since both of them wanted 17Dec. So i better keep my mouth shut. Went back to his place and i slept. I think they thought about it over and by the time i woke up, they've changed their mind to 30Dec(11Nov2006 in Chinese Lunar Calendar), much to my delight :> I cannot remember but i think we went to survey restaurants, only me & him. Went to 3 restaurants, 1 hotel & bridal shop to confirm. All the restaurants were not suitable as their restaurants are too small and less space. I had arguement with the people in the bridal shop for not keep their promise. Not going to elaborate it here as i know i'll remember them for the rest of my life :p

19Feb-6March : Third trip to Spore for PLM testing. This time only 5 of us there without donkey. So happy. I bought myself a pair of new Nike shoes for about RM250 & spend hundreds on dresses & blouses from Sense&Esprits. On my last day, bought a lot of chocs for my family members. I gave up one blouse to ah kim since she likes it. Hope she'll not throw it away so soon or i'll be upset :p
I think i better stop here this time. Will continue soon, real soon :P

trip to spore (part II)

2006-04-03T08:56:00.000+08:00

Day 2: It was so hard to get off my bed so early in the morning. I rather stayed in bed and enjoy the aircond & comforter in my room to walking under the sun :P But of cos i dun want him to waste all his time & money just to visit me and sleep in the air cond room. So i got up, refreshed myself and cooked him a bowl of....instant mee only lar. This is the first time i cooked for him. Actually this should be the second time as i've cooked him the first bowl of instant mee on his bday. Embarassing, i was supposed to take him out for dinner but he wanted to save up my money. Oh well, after finishing the mee & changed, off we went to Chinatown this time. Took Hainanese Chicken Rice, supposedly famous in Spore. Bought a lot of souvenirs from 3 for 10 shop. They actually name the shop as "3 for 10". So cheap, if it's not converted into RM. I have been wanting to bring him to Tony Roma's on the first day but his bro was there so i reserved it for today. We rushed to TR for dinner, and i think he didn't enjoy it. Not that i enjoy it very much too :P Just wanted to treat him a proper meal :) After dinner, we rushed back to Woodlands and bathed to wait for his bro to pick him up again. He went off with his bro and i was left all alone in the condo. That's the first time i felt loneliness ever since i reached spore on the first day :( But it was good trip, although we didn't go to Sentosa & Zoo :p

trip to spore (part I)

2006-04-03T08:55:00.000+08:00

My dearest went to visit me 14-15Jan after spending about 24hours on the bus.
Day 1: He started his journey from Penang at 10.30pm on friday after work. Reached Johor about 5am on Saturday and by the time he crossed over to Spore it was about 7am++. His bro fetched him back to his place before coming over to my place. I was there waiting since 7am++ but it was okay for me. So we went to Bugis first on MRT and the first place we went to is Kuan Yin temple to pray while waiting for his bro's gf to arrive. Then lunch at Bugis and proceeded to Orchard Road for a walk. Long walk as we needed to search for a watch for his dear mum. Yeah, can i say we wasted almost one whole day walking around Orchard looking for a watch??? Not to say i was mad, it's just why can his bro go look for the watch some other time. Well, no complaint made. Then went to see durian (Esplanade), took some pics. Went to Merlion Park, and took more pics. Saw Fullerton, took ice cream. Right after the icre cream, we walked back to City Hall for dinner with his bro's housemates at Marche. Quite a good restaurant will all kind of cuisines but i was not in the mood to eat cos too tired due to walking too much. Ate a plate of potatoes, not on purpose...i dunno wat else is there to choose. Chatted a little and took the MRT back to Woodlands then cab to my condo where his bro left and we finally got the time for ourselves. By that time all we thought of was to sleeeeeeep.

2006 - snapshots

2006-04-03T08:47:00.000+08:00

Listening to Pachelbel - Canon in D major. No, i'm not lonely nor unhappy. I'm just free today and of cos feeling a bit sleepy so decided to blog. Can you imagine the last time i blogged was Oct2005? That was before CNY & my 3rd trip to spore i guess. Okay a few things need to be written down here. First is i finally tie up my hair & i bought some cosmetics too. Bought eyeliner (pink, blue & black) & orange/pink blusher. I makeup everyday to work now. I think look better with some colors on my face ;) Oh yeah, i bought a few dresses from Spore & Ipoh..first time ever. Bought 4 pairs of dresses & a few blouses. Going to wear it to occassions & to work perhaps. Still feeling a little embarassed to wear dresses to work though. Let me gather my courage before doing so.
Let's start with January 2006.
31Dec: We all went to our fren's PinPin & Guan's wedding in Sg. Petani.
4Jan: My dearest told me he got job offer from Motorola.
8Jan-16Jan: I was in Spore for the PLM project. The condominium was excellent since we got the best unit. Fully equipped includin a 42" Samsung Plasma TV in the hall & 20" Samsung LCD TV in master bedroom. We have everthing from knives to cookers. But nothing to shout about since we dun cook :p I love the condo so much that i was try to stay at home as long as possible.

insane

2005-10-21T10:55:00.000+08:00

Now I come to realize that my blog is never full of good stories like others.I only blog when I’m feeling lonely and there’s nobody to talk to, I’ll just talk to the computer. It’s Friday afterall, less work or rather no mood to work. I know I’ve been very moody lately. I cannot stop complaining about anything and everything. And this also makes him irritated with me, I think. Alrite, maybe I shouldn’t have told him everything about my work. Maybe I should just keep my work to myself and post up more blogs. Oh well, I dunno what to do. I’m not trying to get attention from him but I just need someone to listen up and I’ll get over with it. Now I have 2 things in mind. One is work, the other is him. (I could see penguin peeping on my monitor now, she has to use a binocular, my font is too small.) I’m not going to write what penguin told me yesterday. It really made me feel unwanted and she dun even appreciates what I’ve done. And i think i'll not disturb him with my grumbles & ramblings. He has his own stuff to worry about. He says I’ll become insane if I think of my work & colleagues too much. He’s rite, I’m going insane.

i smell fear

2005-10-20T11:06:00.000+08:00

Good news is i'm a property owner now. Good or bad news, i wonder.....Life will never be the same after getting married. Will i be staying on this island or mainland? This is the question i keep asking myself and him. Second question, how about our future? Our kids? This will lead to the next question, will we be gettting married? So many things to consider. I'm thinking too much again, sorry. Sometimes, i'll think who am i to him? Will he be popping the forbidden question - 'break-up"? I dunno, i really dunno. I wish i could just tell him everything that's on my mind without fearing he popping the forbidden question. But i fear.

to be or not to be

2005-10-17T10:31:00.000+08:00

Hey all, I’m back to my blog again. Let’s see, the last time I entered anything into my blog was end of June. I wish I could write like what other people write in their own blogs. Things that they feel, things they do, what’s happening in their lives. Well, perhaps I could do that too if I own a notebook at home or if I’m not that lazy. Becoming so lazy lazy lazy. Life is so boring for me. No close friends, no freedom. Freedom? I have freedom to do what I want but with little supervision from everybody. Mum says the day I’ll have my freedom is the day I finally get married. I really really doubt that. Staying with other people’s parents = freedom? I would consider that “another cage”. Not that I dun want to get married but the thought of it scares me a lot. After getting married, I’ll most probably end up in BW living together with a whole new family. No doubt, I’ll get a room of mine permanently. But still I dun have the freedom to do things that I like. There’ll be days that I’m too lazy to clean the house and will let it rot. Mum can certainly tolerate that provided I can tolerate her nagging. Some more there’ll be days that I dun feel like talking to everybody that I’ll just keep quiet. It doesn’t mean that I’m angry or in bad mood. It’s just me. Yeah, I’m emotional, moody, temperamental and it’s worse if it’s the time of the month. The process of planning a wedding is fun for me. Not everyday you get to plan something big for ourselves. But there’s still something in me that says I’ll be facing much more trouble after that.

silence is golden

2005-06-27T12:27:00.000+08:00

It has been long since I last updated my blog. Pretty lazy, damn lazy actually. Okay let’s recall what happened yesterday (Sunday). I went to BW as usually with my dearest. Lack of sleep but didn’t mind cos that’s my usual routine if parents are not around and I’m not complaining. Anyway, back to yesterday. Reached his place late at about 11am. Ate some kuih and he needed to go to SP for some reason and invited his mum too. They were in a rush too since his mum has a dinner at night. But instead of quickly finish up his breakfast, he has to do a few things at the same time. Well, I of cos had to say something to urge him to be quick, oh well, that’s when the trouble began. I just can’t seem to keep quiet to see people lazing around. Tried to keep very quiet but I just couldn’t last night and it must be due to the weather and lack of sleep again. So we went off to SP after he finished his chores. Dropped by at grandma’s place a while since his mum has never been there before. Reached there dropped his mum at his aunt’s place, and off we went to the petrol station to claim hi money back. On the way there, we had to get lost like usual. Weather was hot, blood shooting up the brain and by the time we settled everything, our mood was already going down. On the way back to his aunt’s house, we played and joked around until he started to use rough words towards me which made me so mad, and he had to repeat that phrases so many times. You can imagine how I embarrassed and humiliated I was. I refused to even look at him after that. Just bottled up my anger but ignoring him. Got back to BW, and he brought me an XL bowl with ginkgo and white fungus his mum cooked earlier. Trying to take revenge on me but in the end he had to finish up the whole bowl. Serve him right!!! When we were both alone in the house, we made up then joined his dad for dinner. On the way back to island, we talked about what happened. It seems the fault is always mine. People always says that they have to say sorry to me even when the faults are theirs. For me I think it’s directly the opposite. The fight begun cos he used rough phrase towards me, so nvm, I gave in, it’s my fault for getting angry. Then he told me about he having negative thoughts when we have arguments. He said something about the negative thoughts will break us apart. Negative thoughts as in breaking up and we go on our own ways, lead our lives as before we became couple? If that’s what he wants, I’ll respect his decision. Time will tell, time will certainly tell and time will help to heal wounds.

butterfly farm

2005-06-25T00:44:00.000+08:00

Just came back from pat thor-ing with my dearest. Let me mark down this date before I forget the details. So I cleaned up the whole house, just downstairs lar and went online to see whether my dearest is online but didn’t see him. So continued to walking around the house doing my stuff. Just before I went to bathe, received a sms from him saying he’d be here after 12pm half day. I was a bit confused on the half day he mentioned, but anyway, went to bathe and search for clothes to wear. Mum says cannot wear red clothes and most of my clothes are red. While changing and trying my clothes, he gave me a missed called. Wanna die cos too rush :p Grabbed everything including the camera and off we went. It’s very very very rare for him to look for me in the afternoon on Saturday. Okay, he did that for a few months during our courting days. He wanted to take me to Toy Museum at Bt Ferringhi which we both decided not to go since there’s entrance fee charged and it’s not attractive enough. Before that we went for lunch at Fatty Loh’s Chicken Rice. So-so only. We went to Butterfly Farm instead. Yeah, surprised huh, I agreed with him cos he wanted to visit the farm so much, but it was quite worth it. The entrance fee is high, Rm10 per person. Since we were already there, went inside and to my amazed, there are a lot of butterflies flying around all over the place. Took lots of pic cos he just got me 256MB memory card :D Had the chance to touch scorpions and some insects. The only things I dare not touch are the lizards, Geckos… looked so yucky :p Oh yeah, I wanted to have more pictures of us together but he was shy to ask others to help us take pics. Yes, I was very irritated by that. Pressured him into asking some foreigners for help which he did at last and many times too :) Very glad too :) We only spent an hour or so in the farm, it’s quite small actually. Then we went for ice-cream at Baskin Robbins, for his favourite Rum&Raisins and Choc&Almond. Felt fresher and off we flew to Gurney Plaza for a walk which lasted until about 8pm. Had dinner then back to Gurney Plaza again :p Bought myself a crystal bracelet for good luck. It was nothing so special or excited but I just felt glad we spent time together, not to mention the amount of money spent lar. We just spend on what we like, but most of the times it was on him ler. That’s how I spent my Saturday :)

missing someone

2005-06-24T17:06:00.000+08:00

Missed him, so called him over for dinner…hehehehe… ;)

i saw a rainbow

2005-06-20T14:57:00.000+08:00

20 June
Saw rainbow this morning on the way to work. It was hot at home but it rained almost immediately when we got into the car.

blissful

2005-06-17T18:28:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was awesome. My dearest specially prepared picture slideshows in VCD form for me :D Happy happy…with songs some more, not bad. Although the quality is not of some professional photo studio, but it’s consider well done for me. muackkss. He’s very sweet most of the time but ler can be extremely irritating too. What to do, it comes in a package, whether I take it or leave it. Laughed so much yesterday while looking at all the pictures we took. We actually have so many pics together, barely 2 years. I looked terrible in some of them, fat :p He on the other hand, was so thin and pale when I first met him. Who could guess that he’s my dearest now or could even be my hubby? *innocent blink* Still too early to tell, I guess. Did I say he cook spaghetti for me too? Spaghetti with a lot of cheese and eggs with a more cheese. We finished 5 eggs yesterday *phew*. What to do, we both enjoy eating or it’s only me :D I’m glad we spent yesterday; laughed, cried, grateful, happy…etc…blissful :) Parents coming tonight cos we're going for the expensive dinner tomorrow.....